Do u ever wonder what would happen if you died right now. I do and it happened to me.I don't hav any friends not really.no one cares if I killed myself they're forget about me in a day. I think this everyday when I wake up, on the bus, during class,at lunch,after school,going to bed.i think about how I'm lying to everyone. How I'm acting like someone I'm not. Acting as if I'm mental even though I'm really nice n nothing like the person I pretending to be everyday. Sometimes I fool myself but then when I live school I resize I'm just this messed up lier who no one notices. I don't socialise at school i sit at the back of the class and try to stay calm and keep it together. Acting lyk I'm so happy but I want to kill myself there and then.
This one day I was walking home and a girl called me "Lola Lola" she called I swung round standing on the road. I look over at her to see what she wants. It's Elise with her group. They were laughing
"I hope she gets hit"sarah whispers to the group
"I hope she goes to hospital really injured" Emilia whispers
"I hope she dies" Elise whispered abit to loudly so I hear
They burst out laughing pointing at me
"I wonder what they could possible be on about" I thought to myself.
That's when I remembered I was on the road. The next thing I know. I hear a car slam on the breaks and BANG.
I heard whispers"I didn't mean it I was only joking I never thought she'd actually get hit"
I knew what happened I was after getting hit by a car. I was unable to move to wake up. I just lied their listening to them repeat it again and again I'm sorry I'm sorry
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Is death really the answer (calum hood fanfiction)
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