Behind Every Playboy

Kabanata 28

"Kind of. I was busy with my school and looking out for my sister. I didn't have free time as much as I have when I came home here."

Tumango-tango naman ako. "So you were like a strict parent growing up as a teen?"

He chuckle and look at me with an amuse eyes. "I have to since kami lang ni Hellina sa states. Though Mom and Dad visit us often times."

"Talaga? Why do you have to live there pala?"

"It's for our own safety. Our life was at risk before from our rival enemies."

I gasp with what he says. "May mga kaaway kayo?"

"The del Carmen clan. Though we are all civil now. Thanks to Gileon and my sister."

"You mean sila ang pumutol sa hidwaan ng mga pamilya niyo?" He nodded. "Nakakagulat naman 'yang revelation mo." Kaya pala ganoon ang pagkagulat ni Manang Zana noong malaman niyang anak ng isang del Carmen ang napangasawa ni Hellina. Narinig ko narin ito noong napag-usapan nila pero hindi ko lang masyadong naintindihan.

Humalakhak siya saka niya pinagpatuloy ang pag haplos at pisil-pisil sa mga daliri ko.

"Pero bakit kayo lang ang pinadala dalawa ni Hellina sa states? What about Mayor Hex? Saan siya lumaki?" Now this is all too exciting for me to know!

"Here."

"Huh?" Ngumiti lang siya. "Bakit hindi din siya pinapunta sa California kung para sa safety niyo lang pala ang dahilan kung bakit niyo kinailangan tumira doon?"

Ilang sandali siyang nanahimik bago naka sagot. "He is Dad's favorite." Aniya at ngumiti uli.

But I didn't see his smile as happy as he tried to show me. Parang may guhit na lungkot at pait doon sa ngiti niya lalo na sa kanyang mga mata. Is he hurting? Is he jealous? Pansin ko rin kasi na mas close si Mayor Hex kay Tito Heu at si Hellina naman kay Tita Mariella. Whenever we eat meals together at wala sila, they always talk about Hex achivement and Hellina's life. Ang naririnig ko lang minsan kay Tito Heu ay tuwing nagtatanong siya kung kamusta ang pamamalakad ni Heros sa kanilang hacienda at rancho. Though Tita Mariella always emphasizes Heros credibility as the rightful leader to lead their business into success.

"You are too. Mahal ka ng Dad at Mommy mo." I convince him but he only smile at me.

Aw, my poor baby is jealous. I cup his cheek and kiss him on the side of his lips.

"You are love, okay? At tsaka I'm here. I love you..." And finally... I have said it to him. Hindi lang sa dahil gusto ko siyang e cheer up ngayon pero dahil sa gusto kong ipaalam sa kanya.

Two months maybe is a short time but my love for him is as sure as heaven. I didn't even know how it started. I just found myself waking up in the morning and feeling that my heart beats uncontrolably because of him. For some it needs to build friendship and trust first before you enter in a relationship. For me it needs genuine emotions and two committed person to prove it is true, that is is love.

"Did you just say those three words?" He look shock with my words. I chuckle and nodded. "You better not be joking Allyana."

"Hindi pa ba halata?" I laugh again.

He spit curses then he pull me and lock our lips together. I moan as his lips and tongue gives erotic feelings in this blazing cold weather.

I pull him more closer and lock his neck in my arms. His kisses were so intimate, slow and passionate. I could feel my heart beating louder than the rain. His touch ignite fire in my whole system that I lose my control and let him rule me. I want to surrender my all to him, to the first man I ever love.