I'm Hurting (H2OVanoss)/BBS (In Progress)

Let's Go.

I wake up in Jon's arms. I smile a little.

"Wake up, sleepy head." I mumble. His eyes flutter open and meet mine.

"Good Morning" He smiles slightly. He moves his arms and sits up.
Time Skip

"I think it's kind of funny that they still think we had our first kiss last week." Jon says as I lay my head on his shoulder and he wraps his arm around my waist.

"Yeah...we had our first kiss in like...3rd grade?" I mumble.

"Mhm. We were sitting in my bedroom and you said you wondered what it was like to be in love. We stared at each other until we kissed." he says quietly.

"I'm glad I know what it's like now..." I mutter. The room goes quiet but he still pulls me closer. I hear my phone go off and see Scott calling. I pick it up.

"Hey Scott, wassup?" I ask softly. It's still kind of early, I wonder why he's calling.

"Evan, Mar is having a panic attack, what do I do?" He panics.

"Oh f*ck...um... try to tell him calming things, like it'll be okay, or let him know that you're there for him. Try to give him some water and don't touch him."

"Okay." he mumbles as he recites the things I told him. I hear Marcel calm down a little bit, but he's still breathing unsteady.

"Do you need some help, Scott?" Jon asks.

"No...I um... I think I got it. He's doing better. Thanks guys, talk to you guys later."

"Okay Scott. Tell Marcel we love him. Love you too." I tell him.

"Love you guys too. And uh, we're gonna meet at the park at 7."

"K. See you then."

"See you, and thanks by the way."

"No problem. Bye."

"Bye" He hangs up. I sigh and lay down on my back.

Time Skip to 7pm.

Jon and I end up at the park first. We decided to bring a few snacks of our own since we're having a picnic with the guys. We sit underneath a tree in the shade and wait for everyone to arrive.

"Are you ready to tell them?" Jon asks me.

"Yeah...I think so. Are you?"

"As ready as I'll ever be." He mumbles. He puts an arm around me and I lay on his chest. He kisses me on the head and looks into the distance.

"I love you so much. I don't think you understand." I mumble. He smiles and wraps both of his arms around me.

"I love you so much too. I'm so happy we're together now." He says. He puts a pinkie up in front of me.

"Promise to be together forever?" He asks. I wrap my pinkie around his.

"Promise." We see the guys turn the corner to the park and walk up to us.

"Hey lovebirds." Brock greets with a smile. They all sit around us on the blanket.

"Hey." Jon smiles.

He looks down at me, "Ready?" He whispers. I nod and sit up straight next to him.

"Okay, we have an announcement." Jon smiles. They all look at us curiously.

"So we," He grabs my hand, "have finally decided to officially start dating." Jon says proudly. They all say congratulations and show that they're proud.

After all of the cheers of joy, they start eating.

"Ev, you want some?" Arlan offers me a sandwich.

"No, I'm okay." I mumble. David and Lui start arguing about who gets to eat a fruit roll up.

"David, here!" Luke tosses him another one so they'll shut up.

"David and Lui are the biggest children I have ever seen." Craig comments. We all chuckle.

"Hey Marcel, are you doing okay?" Jon asks. Marcel looks away from his phone.

"Yeah, now I am. The attack kind of shook me up, but after a while Scotty calmed me down." Marcel smiles. Jon nods and Marcel goes back to looking at whatever he's looking at on his phone.

"Why did you have a panic attack in the first place?" Tyler asks.

"Sometimes I think too hard about dying and it gets to my head." He mumbles. I dart my head up.

"What?" I ask.

"It scares me," He shrugs, "I can't control it."

"You think about dying?" I ask softly.

"Not in like... a suicidal way. It just randomly occurs to me sometimes that we're all gonna die someday and we might just be laying in a pit of darkness forever. Who knows." He shrugs. He gazes off but Scott shakes his shoulders.

"You shouldn't think about that stuff." Brian says.

"I try not to, but it just freaks me out." Marcel mumbles.

"Then let's change the subject." Brock says.

"You guys like potatoes?" David asks. Nobody says anything until we all burst out laughing.

"What the h*ll?" Jon laughs.

Time Skip

The sunset is gorgeous. Arlan put on some music and we've been singing to all of the songs we knew. I love having a group of friends I can be myself around. We sing and laugh until I see someone approach the park. I squint my eyes to try to identify who it is.

"F*ck guys we gotta go." I whisper as I grab Arlan's phone and turn off the music.

"Why? What happened?" Lui asks. I stand up and put my hood on.

"I'll explain later but we gotta go now. Get your stuff and don't make too much noise. If you have a hood put it on..." I mumble as I pick up the blanket. They all get their stuff and start walking down the hill. By now, it's dark.

"Ev, what's going on?" Luke whispers.

"That's the guy that put a gun to my head, scraped the words on my chest, and pushed me out the window." I whisper. I hear some of them whisper curse words under their breath. I glance behind me and see him staring at us. He has something in his hand...maybe like a brush, or a phone?

It's a gun.