Forbidden Lust - Adam Driver

VII. You shouldn't be here

The day went on. Your work also consisted of being on set, making sure that everyone's makeup looked good. You spent most of the day with Aiden, both of you making sure that your actors looked good. Being there, on set, watching these amazing actors perform made you feel so lucky, so proud and happy for yourself. After years of hard work, you've finally got to a place stable and you were honored to be part of this amazing world.

You were impressed by how the actors you had recently met were now focused on channeling their characters. Everyone was so talented. Once in a while, you would run into the set, whenever Rian wanted you to fix something or change a bit. Sometimes you made them look more blushed, or more sweaty and stuff.

You got a chance to see Adam working. His character, Kylo Ren, was amazing. You were impressed by how such a nice person could act so evil and be so professional. You admired him and his work. And of course, he looked so hot too. All in black, with a serious face, with his unique lightsaber. Believe me, you were fantasizing a lot about him and his character.

The afternoon quickly came. Everyone on set was taking a break, actors reading their scripts and practicing their movements, directors making sure everything was on place. Aiden and you went to grab a cup of coffee, there was a table on set with food, drinks and some fruits for you to grab. You went outside, where the motorhomes were and Aiden light a cigarette as you two sat on the entrance of one of the motorhomes.

"How was it? Being so close to him for so long?" he asked curiously, talking about Adam.

"He is so beautiful it makes me wanna cry," you said whining like a baby. Aiden laughed. "And he is amazing too, he asked me about myself, personal questions"

"Lucky you, having all the hot young ones," he said.

"Well, you have a silver fox in your group," you said, raising an eyebrow.

"He is a true daddy," he said, talking about Mark Hamill. You two laugh and heard steps approaching you. Adam came out, followed by his assistants and the costume team. He stepped ahead of you, looking at you while the people around him keep talking. He nodded in response to them and winked at you, walking to his motorhome.

"Did he just wink at you?!" Aiden said screaming in a whisper.

You just sat there, blushing and finishing your coffee. Rian called you two onto the set and you left.

Soon, the first day of shooting was over. Everyone applauded and congratulate each other after a long day of work. You went to your motorhome to grab your stuff and met Aiden back at the port to go back to the hotel. You couldn't find your cellphone, you swear it was on the motorhome table. You were in a rush so you just trusted that it was on your purse, otherwise, you would look for it tomorrow, it's not like it was going to go anywhere. Aiden and you sat on the ferry as you watched the sunset and left the island. The view was amazing, you couldn't feel more grateful.

"Stay right there," Aiden said taking his phone out of his pocket. You were sitting, watching through the window. You heard the camera of Aiden's phone "perfect, look how pretty you are" he said handing your phone to you. The photo was amazing, you looked really good and the sunset was gorgeous.

"Oh my god it's beautiful, send it to me," you said, giving Aiden his phone back.

You two arrived at the hotel and went back to your rooms. All you wanted to do was to take a shower and relax, you weren't even hungry with how tired you were. You took a long hot shower, remembering how good your day was. It was such a nice and healthy environment, everyone was so nice and made such great work.

You couldn't help but think of Adam. Your crush on him was too big to be ignored, you felt ashamed that you were such into a married man. You felt your cheeks burn as you remembered how he winked at you earlier that day. You reminded yourself that the only relationship you could have with him was strictly professional, that you couldn't let your flirty personality stand in your way. If Adam wasn't married, you already knew you would be flirty as fuck, even though you two were work partners and that wasn't right.

Shaking your head out of your thoughts, you turn off the shower and put a towel around your body. With another towel, you dried your hair as you walked off the bathroom. It was already dark outside and the view from your window was amazing. It was cold, but the heating at the hotel was perfect. You put on some underwear and look for some sweatpants and a white t-shirt. You weren't planning on going anywhere so you change in your comfortable outfit. You brushed your hair and let it dried without blow drying it. You put some deodorant and perfume and thought about telling Aiden if he wanted to ordered room service with you. You could have just texted him but you still couldn't find your cellphone.

You heard the door knocking and you rushed over, hoping it was Aiden. You opened it and your heart fell off your feet.

"Finally, I found your room," Adam said, smiling at you.

"What are you doing here?" you asked with a curious look on your face.

"I took your phone by accident this morning," he said raising his hand with your phone on it.

"Oh thank you," you said, taking it "I was worry that I had lost it, I'm glad it was with you"

"I'm sorry, I realized once I got here," he said smiling. You haven't taken a look at him. His hair was damp as if he had showered recently, he was wearing blue jeans and a black sweater, looking as neat as ever.

"Do you wanna come in?" you asked, realizing how inappropriate it was.

"Sure, why not?" he said, sticking his hand on his pocket and coming into your room. You closed the door and turn around to see him. He was standing, looking at your room. "It's nice, I like it," he said.

"I'm sure yours is much better," you said smiling at him. You realized that the clothes you had on earlier were on your bed, your underwear too. "I'm sorry, I wasn't expecting anybody," you said, flushing and putting your clothes in your closet.

"That's alright, don't worry," he said looking at you. You still shook with how big he was, now that you were barefoot you could see that he was much taller than you. That made your insides crawl.

"How was your day?" he said running his hand through his hair.

"Amazing, actually," you said sitting on your bed, looking at him "everyone's is so talented and nice"

He nodded, looking deeply into your eyes.

"You can sit if you want," you said, palping your bed.

"Okay," he said smiling, joining you. You stayed there, trying not to stare at him and not panicking.

He was staring at you, looking at every faction of your face. You suddenly felt his hand on your hair, he was pulling away some of it that were on your face. You looked at him, heart racing because of his touch, and he put your hair behind your ear, resting his hand on your cheek. He looked down and took his hand off your face, as he stood up.

"I'm so sorry," he said shaking his head "I'm not supposed to be here, I'm sorry" and before you could say anything, he left the room.

You stayed there thinking about what just happened. Your cheek was still hot with his touch and your skin was boiling. Why did he do that? Why did you let him do that? Neither of you understood what was happening, and you couldn't help but look into each other's eyes. You were so shocked and couldn't believe any of it. If things keeps happening like this, there was going to be some trouble.