My heart is thundering
My chest feels tight
My breathing is ragged
And something isn't right
I can feel it through my wrists
As my happiness decreases
Now I wonder how it feels to be free of your leashes
I'm shaking in my bed
After you stomped through my room
I don't know what happened
But it got you in a mood
And now I'm sitting here alone
As I think of what's to come
No more escape
Looks like I'm spending the rest of my days with you
Locked up in this cage
That you call a room
I had planned to go out
Enjoy myself for a night
Sleep at another's house
And be rid of you and your strife
Looks like I'm wrong
Now I have more to fear
I was clean for a week
Looks like that's ending here,
I was just admiring how my skin was discolored
In a band around my wrists
As now no open wounds stood
Just the scars were left
Looks like that is coming to an end
Take a blade to my skin
As panic sets in
Looks like I'll be staying right here
As the holiday arrives
Happy Easter everyone
I hope you survive
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My Angsty Poems, thoughts, and stories
Poetrythis has my poem, life stories, and thoughts......... Heads up cringe, trigger warnings, depressing, may contain thoughts of suicide and sad stories
