My Angsty Poems, thoughts, and stories

Valentine

I sit here alone
Thinking of what's come and gone
Thinking how my ex is happy
And I'm just sitting in a slump
I've been here for months
He moved on so fast
And left me just like that
When i was feeling so bad
He didn't know that
I was feeling so desperate
I begged  him to answer me
been ignored for months
But when he finally did I knew we were done.

I had scrolled through our messages when I'd get lonely
It made me feel like someone would hold me
All of the sweet dreams
All  the 'I love you's
All of the 'my life meant nothing without you's
But now look at you moving on without me
It nothing more than my own tragedy
It Valentine's and all I can think is how things used to be
But I guess that's just deceit playing tricks on me
The false sense of reality
All the things you meant to me
I guess those were just words
But they meant the world to me
And I believed
I hoped it was true
But I guess I've been used
I no longer trust
I cant tell 'what is love?'
As the days pass on and the memories fade
Why is it I still see you in my brain

Now I look up at the stars
Wondering what I did wrong
Its Valentine's day
And I have a boyfriend
But why can I get over him?
I know I don't love
And I know I don't hate
But these memories are keeping me in place.
Happy Valentine's day.