It's muddled.

March 12.

"Emily, wake up!" Mom screamed while she smashed my door open, "Emily! When are you going to understand that..."

"I'm up mom." A sleepy voice came out of my mouth.

I got up, yawned, and put my slippers on, while she stared at me.

"You better not be sleeping again you know..." and there she went with her daily morning lecture.

"Okay okay, mom, I know that already." Tried my best to stop her from completing that lecture.

"Come down, breakfast is ready, and be sure to call your Dad before you go to school," she said as she yawned with a drowsy look on her face, always giving me lectures about life but never implementing them on her own, I think I know where I got that trait from.

"Okay, Mom."

As I got up from my bed and tied my hair in a bun. I picked up the frame laying down on the side table, again. It's us, my family. My mother, father, and I. A happy little family or as it seems like.

I was just four when he left us. My Mom always says that he had some work to do so he left, even without saying a word? and that is what I always ask. I know that she only did this to reassure herself. She did this to make herself believe that Dad loved her. But apparently, as she says, he loves me too, She always tries to comfort me but never succeeds in making me accept it.

I never called him in my whole life and I'll never call him.

In spite of that, I never told Mom about this. She's a susceptive woman. She will take it to her heart instantly and that's not what I want.

Anyways it was then 7:30 am in the morning and I was going to be late for my school, not like I always am but...just sometimes.

The small school near our house is really good for a lazy person like me. I'm different from every other kid of my age, seventeen(as told by my Mom), I don't like making friends. I don't like going to beaches or restaurants, basically to any place where there is a crowd of people, I almost every single day think about it but I don't really know why.

Thinking I have to do my job as well I was already tired, even though blogging is not a physical work but the mental work is enough to make one feel depleted. I come back home daily and write under an anonymous name and earn some cash, that keeps us going, my life is pretty simple.

I looked out of the window as I do every day. All the trees were really long and tough even though the forest is very old no tree is soft enough to be broken down easily. But because it's scary all the other people living in our area always request to cut down the forest. Although it is always silent and very ominous but nothing bad has ever happened. Neither did any dangerous animal came. Some rabbits do come or some monkeys but never a lion or anything like that. It's just that it's covering up space for their so-called houses and for that, they can destroy the habitats of other beings. Pathetic human beings. But anyhow it's not yet decided either to cut the forest down or to let it be, I will enjoy looking at it until it's here, because I know they'll somehow make it work and have it cut down.

"Emily!!" Mom called me again.

Shit, I'm going to be late! "Coming Mom!" I yelled as I put on my divergent clothes.

I wanted to wear pastel today but my closet only consists of monochromatic clothes which are either black or shades of it. I like light-colored clothes(haha). I almost always try to wear a mask and a cap with gloves and socks, so that my appearance indicates that I want to stay alone.

While going downstairs, I saw a package lying by the front door from the window. I picked it up and discovered that it was the payment for the last work I did. Giving it to my mom, I picked the sandwich.

"Alright bye Mom!"I said and hugged her from the back.

" Best of luck honey." She turned and kissed me on my forehead.

It was my last exam at school.

((( °° Hello people! I just wanted to say that I kept the first chapter short because I didn't want y'all to get bored in the history of Emilys' life *which has particularly nothing to do with the vampire part of her life that's why I only kept the important details of her life in this chapter*.

If any of her past life includes something important for everyone to know then it'll be mentioned where it needs to be. °°

I just thought it needed to be explained so I did it. Thank you for taking out some of your precious time and giving this a read. I really appreciate that.😊✨❤️ )))