NCT Preferences and oneshots

Jaehyun • Want U Back

I pull back from Chris who just smiles

God those dimples.

Not the time Y/n you have a job and that comes first.

Chris stands and leans over my shoulder looking in the mirror and moving his lips "looks perfect don't ya think" he winks at me then leaves the room

You sit frozen.

Did you just-

No he-

What the hell was that?

• After The Shoot •

I smile as I hear the director tells us to leave and that the shoots over. I run to my bags clean and zip up my station.

I had completely erased the kiss between Chris and I till a familiar voice came buzzing in. "Hello Staff we wanted to thank you for your hard work on us thank you"

Stray kids bow and all of them thank us. I smile they're so sweet.

I get my bags zipped and throw the backpack on my shoulders and check myself in the mirror since I had a friend date with Doyoung today.

"Hey" Chan comes up to me

"Hello Chris" I smile at him

"So sorry for kissing you, haha I was over my head-" I cut him off

"Don't worry about it, but you have to know my job comes first" I say firm

He nods and grabs my free hand "I like you, and I don't care how long it takes I will win you over! I promise" he smiles at you and let's go of my hand.

Small blush creeps on my face "Okay Chan, dream big" I Pat his head and walk away

As I leave the building I can't help but smile. It's been three years since I've smiled or felt like that.

It felt nice.

• Meeting Up with Doyoung•

Now I know what you're thinking.

Talking to your ex's band member is pretty low but listen-

Doyoung and I have always been really close friends and just because Jaehyun May hate me doesn't mean Doyoung has to.

I walk to the cafe we both always meet at. As always I got there first so I order for him and I then sit in our usual corner

I text him that I'm there and I ordered and he sent me a winky face which meant he was on his way.

I pull out my phone and cruise around on twitter watching memes of stray kids and learning new fandom things to teach the boys later. I smile when I see Chan's big daddy memes "his dimples" I giggle

"Hey loser" Doyoung smiles as he sits in the seat infront of you

"Sup Doyoung no time long see" I say making fun of him

"Shut the hell up Ms. I love him I know I do" Doyoung snaps

I glare "to far"

"No u" he stares at me

We both glare at each other

Till

We both start to laugh losing our shit

"So how was your day" I ask him

"Same old same old, I miss you! You made styling and shooting days more fun" he sighs

"You guy did a shoot today too?" I say surprised

"Yeah pre filming stuff you know SM better to be a year ahead" he laughs "so how's the kidz"

"Good today was kinda different" I feel my face heat up and a small grin appearing on my face

"Oh? How makeout in the closet with Hyunjin!" Doyoung says winking

"No-" he cut me off

"Oooooh got steamy sex in the closet with Changbin"

"No"

"Damn then what snooze alert" he says getting up to get our drinks

When he sits back down I smile "Chan kissed me"

Doyoung looked at me puzzled "I thought you still were... you know into... yeah"

I nodded "I thought I was too but this kiss felt- it was a reminder that I am loved and I don't need... him... to feel loved" I smile

"You and Chris would make cute ass kids too! Those dimples!!" Doyoung smirks at me

I hit him and smile "no sir"

He smiles "let's go to park"

I nod

At the park we were on the top of the jungle gym and staring at the sky. It was dark out and the faintest stars shinning I loved the stars and moon I always felt a connection to it. Ever since my dad passed away it was a comfort thing I guess.

"You know he still talks about you" Doyoung says out of nowhere talking me out of my thoughts

"Acting and talking are two different things" I say

"I think he misses you" Doyoung looks at me "do you miss him?"

I think.

Do I miss him?

Disney nights where we eat popcorn and binge you story or beauty & the beast?

Coffee runs at 4 am due to the busy schedule?

Long kisses in the morning?

Long walks about our days and passionate kisses?

His head laying on my lap as I play with his fluffy hair?

Or when he'd braid my thick ass hair?

"no" I lie

"Okay" Doyoung says looking back up "if you ever do don't hesitate to talk to me. I know it's been a few years but you two were together for 5 years"

I nod. "I miss it" I whisper

I look back up at the stars with Doyoung "dad if you're there if he loves me give me a sign" i say in English so Doyoung won't understand and I close my eyes.

Doyoung looks at me and smiles "what was that?"

"A prayer" I smile

"Religion Queen" he snaps and jumps down his hand out to help me down

We walk each other to our normal stop and say our goodbyes "don't forget to text me when you get home Y/n" he smiles

"Yes sir" I say jogging in the direction to my apartment.

After the break up I moved. I use to live in a bigger Seoul apartment but I didn't wang all the memories to hit me so I ended up moving to another side of town.

Doyoung liked the apartment more then the other one he just feared the area.

I get into my apartment safely and drop him a text. I run to my kitchen and make a quick snack ramen and a fried egg. Basic but bomb asf.

After I eat I clean up my mess and head to my bathroom where I do my normal routine.

Shower
Change
Skincare
Clean litter box
Sleep

I awaken from my deep beauty slumber to a ding? I grab my phone and the brightness killed my eyes making me hollar "shit" as I quickly turn it down and blink hard.

"1 unread message from unknown number"

Out of curiosity I pressed read and as I clicked the message I shot out of my bed and felt all the feelings rush to my heart and eyes

"I still want you back"

(To be continued)

Sorry for all the cliffhangers I write so much 😂