"Release Me, Release Me Please, I Cant Live Like This!"
"Where is it!?, You came into our world pretending to be a mindless human, and Stole My People's Life Essence and now we are dying!"
"Cassandra, You can't do this!...What About the law?, I Dedicated My childhood, My Life To Your people and most importantly To...You"
"Your Love Is Like Your Words, They Mean Nothing, Nothing You Hear Me!"
"I Hereby Cast Thee Out And Here In Place Bond Him To Our World, Our Essence.
Witness By The full Court Of...."
Always The Same Nightmare.
Paralyzed, Covered In Cold Sweats And Filled With Fear.
I Couldnt Shake It Off, Or Ignore it. It Was On Loop.
No Amount of Prescribe Or Non-Prescribe Couldnt Suppress It.
5.41am On A Tuesday Morning
With the constant Nightmare at play, i couldn't rest or think.
I needed to get up and do something to shake this shiver off, before it wears me down.
It's as if the universe heard my thoughts and answered my prayers , A Eye Blinding sunlight peeks through my Windows, i couldn't be more happier. No More Darkness.
So I Start My Day With 3 Simple Hourly Routine:
6.00-Rise And Shine
I Get Up And Open The Curtains And Allow The Morning Light Into My Room, Next I Brush And Comb My Hair And Put On Warm Clothes And Head Downstairs To The Madhouse.
7.00- Get Something To Eat
Walking Into The Living Room, I greet My Mother And Father And Head Straight Into The Kitchen, Opening The Fridge I Take Out Ingredients To Make A Ham And Cheese Sandwhich
"Good Morning Sweetie, How Are You? Ohhh You Seem Like You're In Happy Mood, Is That Spring In Your Step? Is It A Boy?"
Said Miss. Evelyn Feldam, Better Known As My Mother.
"Mom, Oh My God! No! A Boy?! Where would he come from? and A Spring In My Step, what am i? A Chicken?"
I couldn't help but smile and slightly laugh
"Evelyn Honey, Leave her Alone, Shes Grown And When Shes Ready To talk She Will, And Remember We Love You, Ok!."
Dad Said With A Smile And Sending A Wink My Way.
"Thanks Dad, And I Need To Go Or Else Im Going To Be Late, And I love You Too Guys"
8.00- Be Out The House
Finally Out, I take several deep breathes, and watch it evaporate into steam.
Got to love, good old London Town.
Like A Man On A Mission, Or In My Case A Woman, I get to walking to my usual spot first being Barnet Park Where I Spot Theo Doing His Designs On The Wall
" Good Morning Theodore, What Are You Drawing This Time"
Completely changing my voice to sound like his parole office Ms.Jackie Lyn.
"Shit, Ms.Lyn I- The Fuck Man You Play Too Much Lizzie, Now I Can't Even Think "
I couldn't Help But Laugh, Even Theo Knew It Was Hilarious, He Cracked a smile my way, shaking his head.
" Haven't You Heard? You Know?, About Kobe And GiGi Death?, Everyone Is Doing Art Or Some Form Of Art To Show Respect For The G.O.A.T And Before You Say It, No! Not Curry Goat, You Maniac"
With A Grin On My Face, He Knows He Got Me There, But Its Theo, He Gets My Jokes
" Yeah, I Did...Mums Says Its More At Play, But I Said Lets Just Pay Respect And Leave It At That, Anyways, Theo i Need To Go, Those Sport Directs Sales Aren't Going To Increase On Their Own"
Rolling My Eyes At The Thought Of Going To Work And Actually Interacting With People , Just Seems Boring But I Need Money If I'm Going Travel And Explore The World.
Always Loved Africa, And Its Wildlife And I Heard The Culture Difference Is Amazing And Intriguing Ans The Food Is To Die For.
Or Somewhere In Asia, Like Cyrus Where Its Hot But Windy And The Beach And The Cliff, I Bet The View Is Breathtaking.
As I Kept On Walking, I Couldn't Shake Off The Feeling Of That Nightmare And For Some Strange Reasons It Felt Familiar....But How?
