Secrets

Chapter 9

Mikel's pov

"Goodnight Anna" I muttered as I watched her curl herself up in the fetal position before pulling the covers up to her neck.

"Night" she yawned and I watched for a moment as she drifted off to sleep, her body slowly relaxing in the bed. I don't think I've ever seen her calm like this.

I shook my headthrowing away the thought. It doesn't matter how relaxed she is, her relaxation is not my responsibility.

I walked out her room heading for the shower. I needed to get this woman out of my mind. She was going to fuck everything up if she stayed there.

Stepping under the hot water I let my self relax under the steamy water. I pushed back my wet hair pushing it out of my face.

'Well personally, I think it's perfect right now' her honey glazed words came back to me like a whisper.

She couldn't really have meant it like that, could she have? Closing my eyes, I allowed the water to run down my back and I placed my hand against the shower in a attempt to keep my balance. My brain was flooded by thoughts of poutie little lips. I wander how she gets them that shade of red. Maybe it's because she always nibbles on it or maybe it's because she sucks it in her mouth when she's busy thinking.

How does that feel?

Does she do it hard, or maybe she starts out slow. Lightly wetting it with her tongue before she gets ready to take it in her mouth.

Fuck...

This isn't about her lips anymore. I cursed looking down at my bonner. Is this what I've been reduced to? I wandered bitterly. I could leave it, just shower finish and it will go away if I just stop thinking about here, but it's been so long and it's going to be so uncomfortable.

I pulled on the roots of my wet hair completely frustrated with myself and the situation as I started stroking my dick slowly.

My frustration as thoughts of her bending down on her knees in front of me flooded my mind. Her soft hands holding my dick as she started stroking it. The questioning look she would give me as she searched my eyes to figure out if she was doing it right.

She would slowly bring her head closer to take me in her mouth. If slowly dragging my fingers through her hair, quietly encouraging her to take me in deeper. I grip a fist full of that long brown strands of chocolate in my fist unable to keep the grip I had over my selfcontrol. Slowly I'd start fucking that soft delectable mouth of hers and shed moan gripping my hips with her hands.

Her nails digging in my thighs as as her moans become more frequent and the desire in her eyes would give it all away. She's enjoying it, she likes having my hard dick in her mouth to suck on.

"Fuck" I groaned out between gritted teeth. "I need to have sex soon" I decided as I cleaned myself off and made sure the shower was clean as well. I pulled the green towel from the railing quickly drying myself before securing the towel around my hips.

The floor felt cold against my bare feet and the air outside the bathroom was cool but I welcomed it as I made my way back to my bedroom. I pulled the towel off as I grabbed my underwear making quick work of pulling them on.

I was distracted by the sound of my phone buzzing on my nightstand before quickly answering.

"Where the he'll have you been" I heard the familiar tight voice demand.

"I was just finishing up on some work sir" I assured him.

"I hope your not this slow while you have to protect her" he hissed at me.