One Chance For Redemption

Kabanata 27 - Knight Herondale

"It's time to live for myself and not for other person. Time to decide for myself and not let someone's decision dictates my happiness."

She looked at me knowingly and smiles. Bakit pakiramdam ko ay ako ang pinapatamaan sa sinasabi niya.

As if telling me that I should not follow the novel now? Should I start making my own decisions? But how would I know if I make the right decisions? Paano kung madami ang maapektuhan at magdusa dahil sa mga decisions ko?

"It's time to live for myself and not for other person."

Napakagat ako ng labi nang hindi ko matanggal sa isip ang sinabi niya. Should I focus on surviving than following the flow of the story?

"If only I was brave like you, Lady Emeline. Maybe I can do whatever I want, if only I have the guts."- I laughed a little to hide my awkwardness.

"It's not about being brave, Lady Amaury. The thing is, underneath this brave facade..." She tapped her chest, "...lies a cowardly woman who can't say no to others before. I just have a strong support behind my back kaya naman nakakaya ko gawin ang mga gusto ko. Their words of encouragement give me strength. I grew strong because of that."

Umiling ako, "That's far from being me. I am not that strong and clever as you are, Lady Emeline."

Emeline shrugged, "Two different beautiful arts should never be compared, Lady Amaury. " She winked at me at nagpaalam na.

She left me feeling so full of her words. Kaya naman hanggang sa paglalakad pabalik ng tent ay preoccupied ako. I was quietly thinking inside when a grim news started to spread. There has been an ambush attack. A lot of people was injured from the mountain. And all those people were from the dela Fleur house. Biglang nanlambot ang tuhod ko. Nanlamig ang mga palad at nagsimulang kabahan ng todo. I can see the uneasiness on my guard's eyes as they wait for more news. Gustuhin man nilang umalis upang icheck ang nangyari, they can't go because they are stuck here to protect me.

Hindi ko alam kung saan pupunta or ano ang gagawin para masigurado ko na ligtas si Dale o si Sir Adam! I was panicking so much. Nagtutubig na ang mata ko dahil sa bigat ng nararamdam. I am so helpless. After a few minutes I saw Sir Adam walking slowly towards our tent. Blood was running down his arms. He was badly wounded.

"Sir Adam!" I screamed as I tried to reach out to him.

He took a step back not allowing himself to be touched by me. "I am soaking with blood, Lady Amaury."

He said slowly and out of breath. He was now losing a lot of blood. I immediately grabbed him kahit na nagpumiglas pa siya. Nanghihina na rin siya kaya wala ng lakas pa and had no choice kundi magpatianod nalang.

"Albert, give me a knife. I'll tear Adam's sleeves." I urgently said. Albert looked at my shaking hands. Agad ko iyong tinago.

"Get back Lady Amaury. I'll help Sir Adam instead."

Gusto ko pa sanang kumontra but then my shaking body was trying to consume me. I am scared and worried. Though I know that Sir Adam was alive but Dale hasn't come back yet.

He said he'll return safely to me! He said he will come back. My tears began to fall. I clutches my hands on my chest as I pray.

God, please let the man I love be safe.

I didn't know that a grave danger would be the way for me to finally acknowledge my feelings. Hindi ko gusto na sa ganitong paraan maamin ang nararamdaman ko para sakanya. Napahamak ba siya dahil sa paglapit ko sakanya? Did all this misfortune happened because I ask for his help?

Then I heard a footsteps na papalapit sa tent.

"Dale...!"

"I am sorry dear sister. I am not the one you were expecting."

Gabriel went in and saw the disappointed face na meron ako.

"Kuya... Si Dale!" Mahina kong hikbi.

Gabriel told me all the details of the accident. Dale was gravely injured after fighting on an attack. An ambush attack na higit sa isang daang tao while their group has only 7 people. Him, Sir Adam and five other knights manage to kill every last traitor. Their knights were all injured, including Sir Adam, while Dale took the most damage because he fought almost half of the people trying to protect his down knights on the ground. He has a lot of stab wounds at mga pana na may lason. Siya ang pinaka napuruhan sa lahat.

Mil Zahall saw Dale's condition and immediately went back to the Riviera estate to give Dale medical needs. Habang nanatili si Sir Adam sa kagubatan upang tulungan at siguraduhing okay ang kalagayan ng iba pa niyang kasama and wait for the other rescuers.

"Is... is he well?" I hold his arms tightly as I could.

"He was sent to the capital, Amaury. The doctors will stabilize his wounds."

"Then... he will live right?" I frantically asked.

"I am not certain. But I already send a pigeon to Kaeden he knows what to do."

"Kuya, hindi pwedeng mamatay si Dale! He can't die!" I panicked as I felt my heart starting to race.

"Amaury."- Gabriel took hold of my shaking cold hands, "The Duke is a strong man. He will be alright."

He wiped my tears ngunit patuloy pa rin ito sa pag-bagsak.