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Rory is a 14 year old girl trying to survive living in an orphanage, nothing is going her way till one day the unexpected happens. She's adopted.

Chapter Twenty-Six: Intention

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by lovaticforevaaa

by lovaticforevaaa

Was it intentional?

I have been asked this question about 70 times since I woke up an hour ago, by various people.

Was it intentional?

To be honest, I haven't decided yet. I have no idea.

Deep down, I don't think so.

But that one part of me, that one part.

That one part isn't so sure.

In the moment, I don't think I cared whether I lived or not.

And that scares me.

I could easily be dead right now.

Part of me wants to be dead right now.

But part of me wants to grow old and have children and be able to say that I actually made it.

And that scares me too.

Because I don't know what part is going to end up winning.

I don't know what part I want to win.

I. Just. Don't. Know.

So stop fucking asking.