In My Heart (Previously Dil Mein Ho Tum)

chapter 10

Omkara's point of view
"Tia " I called
"Yes "saying she turns , after seeing my  face she turned paler.

"Tell me everything" I said  , try to sound angry so there are better chances of saying
"Ok I will"Tia said

"This is my love , Dushyant"said Tia pointing to the guy next to her , which she kissed . So this is Dushyant

"I was forced into this ,I even have a kid Tiash with him and I was forced to hide him " said Tia , forced to do what

"To do what" I asked  , it was the first question came in my mind

"My family had a problem with yours and they used me to break Shivaay so they will be avenged , I was just a toy in the revenge"said Tia , what! Why?

"What revenge"I asked in the point of curiosity

"I pretended like I'm in love with Shivaay"said Tia , it's good he didn't have to go though a fake relationship and got married to bhabbi

"I know you had a relationship before his marriage" I stated

"It continued after Marriage , we had a lot of moments infront of your Bhabhi too ,I was forced to be intimate with your brother and the next day was the day you visited"Tia said . This blows my mind to an unbelievable extended . Why Shivaay? What did bhabhi do wrong , she was perfect

"What? Why this revenge "I asked Somehow . I didn't have any power to stand properly after the ground shaking information

"I don't know the issue but I was not interested in this but they took Tiash and we are two parents who love their baby a lot and will go any extent for it"Tia said

"To this this much extend , why"I asked

"Which guy would be happy knowing that his woman is sleeping with another guy , we are helpless to that level "Dushyant said

"Di also might have felt the same" I heard Gauri's voice . The voice which had been mute , a voice which had been suppressing emotions this long

"Gauri"I said , acknowledging her feelings

"You failed Annika di , you failed your promise and you Failed me"she said .

It hurt me to a level I can't explain. It pained me so much . I can't say . It hurts to much hearing her saying that.

What she said is true , I failed bhabhi . She treated me like her own brother . Gave me love and care . An angel who didn't tarnish my brother's image even though what all happend

The promise she asked , she cared about her sister . She wanted her sister happy and she was letting her sister go to an another place alone . She gave away her fears with the belief in me.

I failed love , I failed my love . What lover am I , if I failed her to this extent . I can't even fulfill love. I failed my love and I didn't deserve love.

I saw a tear from her eye . It was accompanied by several other . I'm the reason of those tears . I should be the person wiping it

"Tia , you could have said to me or anyone and we would have helped in a heartbeat , ever thought about my fragile Sister"Gauri said  , her voice said a lot about her pain

"I'm sorry , I couldn't"said Tia

"You told you knew your brother nicely and you couldn't figure this , your failure made a chain reaction of destruction"she said .

It felt like someone was stabbing my heart. But it was the bitter truth.

I felt suffocated in my own body knowing the reality

It's kind of my go to go line , a feeling . This love is seen in most of my books

She started walking away from me .

"Gauri"I called out several times but she didn't turn one , she just walked

She reached near the road and waved her  hand for an auto . She was going to go away from me . I ran towards her

"Wait Gauri"I said  , holding her back by holding her hand

"Bye"she said and got inside the auto. It hurts so much by her this behaviour towards me , but I deserve this . I broke her trust.

Happy valentine's day all my lovelies. I'm in tenth making me having a little problem in constant updating , the pressure is more than I expected. It's too much , I'm sorry if I couldn't update that much. I'll do my maximum during the vacation.