Each and every word she said hit my heart by bullets , but I'm in no position to oppose because there is no wrong in her thinking . I'm not ready to lose her but I'm ready to give her some space.
Days are boring without her talking to me. At first whenever I see her I'll smile at her and she would just clearly ignore me but now all last she will acknowledge my smile , that's an improvement
I know I'm acting desperate but I'm desperate for her love. It's a thing missing in my life and i need it back. It might sound a bit selfish but once in a while you have to be selfish especially in the case of your love.
The thing my friend says , trying to teach me it .
Gauri's point of view o
It's been months since I left my ties with Omkara ji , to be presice it's 8 months . I can easily count because I'm counting days to become an aunt.
I'm going to Aunty Gauri , I know I'm too young to be an aunt but I will cherish that words from my niece or nephew. I'm still excited to become an aunt from the second I heard I'm going to be one.
It's just few more days for me to become an aunt . But my life isn't all sunshine , I can still feel the space in my heart which is to be filled by Omkara ji but I'm not ready to break my heart so that the little space could be filled.
Its hard to leave him behind and I am unable to forget him in every shape and form. It's too painful. At first in order to forget him I used to note acknowledge him even a bit but now I know it's not easily possible to forget him so I acknowledge his presence but nothing more
'tring tring!' rang my phone
I checked the call name it was di , I moved to a side from the crowd so I could hear more better.
"Yes di" i asked
"My dear Gauri aunty come"said Annika di
"What, I didn't understand" i said
" Gauri your nephew or niece can't wait anymore " said Annika di
"Are you serious"I asked
"Is it the time to make a joke" said di and started to take deep breaths
"Which hospital" i asked
"****** Hospital" said di
"I'll come fast as I can" i said
I tried to run through the crowd which I couldn't . The crowd has its own speed and flow which I can't break . I tried my maximum speed . I went through the crowd somehow and reached the gate way.
Seeing my hurry Watchman uncle didn't ask why am I going , I'm sweating in a lot in fear even though di is the one who is giving birth. I went towards the road and there is nothing there. No vehicles.
"Gauri" i heard a voice calling , I know that voice too well. Omkara ji
"I'll give you a lift to where you want to go" Omkara ji offered
"There is no need" i denied
"There is a a high need " he said , he is Right I need to go
"Ok thanks" i said
We got inside his car , he increased the ac , maybe by seeing me sweat like crazy .
"Gauri close your eyes and take deep breaths" he said
"You didn't say the location"said Omkara ji
"*****Hospital" i said
I was having a lot of emotions at the movement. Omkara ji's hands came in contact with mine , I didn't deny but it gave me a wave of calmness.....
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