calum my bf <3:
the way we're literally all meeting tomorrow tho
ashton:
are you gonna act entitled the whole time because you met luke before us
calum my bf <3:
yeah
max🖤:
i'm gonna act entitled because i met him before any of you
ashton:
someone's jealous
max🖤:
someone's tired
luke:
😂😂
max🖤:
why are you laughing it's your fault
michael:
h-how.....
max🖤:
he was literally awake all night
doctor atlas:
whY,,?
max🖤:
i'm still wondering that
luke:
i couldn't sleep
max🖤:
......
[incoming text from max🖤: not trying to overreact but does you not sleeping have anything to do with your meds/the lack there of?]
[incoming text from max🖤: i've learned to recognize when you're not taking them is why i'm asking]
[incoming text from max🖤: but if you just decided to stay up all night for no reason. ur a coward i am Sleepy]
luke:
i'm taking them
i just couldn't sleep lol
i'm nervous
max🖤:
?
luke:
meeting calum was easy because i needed someone really, really badly at the time and i just didn't think about it
but i've had time to think about meeting everyone else
like what if i say something stupid
and calum's the only one who knows about all my shit
what if something ticks me off and the guys are like "wtf"
max🖤:
i mean tbh it isn't their business
if you're really worried about though, maybe you could just tell them?
they wouldn't look at you any differently, i know that for certain
luke:
yeah but still, it worries me
i've lost too many friends like that because they think i'm too much
i mean fuck my friends actually, i lost my dad like that sjdhkfskls
max🖤:
you don't have to hide your trauma from me, you know
luke:
yeah
i still do it though
max🖤:
fuck your dad
you deserved better
luke:
thanks
i think i'll just hope for the best maybe
but if something goes wrong don't blame me if i hide in the bathroom and scream
max🖤:
i'll cover you
luke:
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
sorry for my excessive use of black hearts
i know that probably doesn't convey my love for you properly
max🖤:
it's an emoji, lu
luke:
yeah but still
max🖤:
i know you love me 😂
luke:
good
max🖤:
fr tho the guys wouldn't ever look at you differently/think of you differently
if you want me to avert the subject at any point while they're here just lmk
