— 2019.11.24Ever since.
It's already a tough battle.
It's been so hard to win.
To learn how to love myself or to let others love me.
I've been losing a million times.
I'm always thinking that I don't deserve to live.
That I wasn't meant to be born.
I couldn't find my purpose.
I couldn't love myself enough.
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