vengeance

recovery

I'm so sorry I haven't updated in like... months. I got suspended and into some legal trouble I am still dealing with and I got my laptop and phone taken so I couldn't update. Also, WE'RE ALMOST AT 7K THAT'S FUCKING INSANEEEEE. I love yall.

Kinda TMI but the freakiest song is called initiation by the weeknd. If you tryna get n THAT mood,  go listen to trilogy by him. That shit will putt you in a horny numb depressed mood i stg. 

Currently listening to ball w/o you by 21 savage. 

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Turns out the girl that plays Jaylani is actually a lesbian and doesn't even I dentify as female so in this case, I shouldn't call her girl but she is simply a character in this story so as Jaylani I'm gonna call her/them girl, ahhhh not being able to use a gender and having to say them is so awkward. 

I promise I'm not homophobic.

 Omniscient: 

Jahseh had about 5 weeks left in the hospital and Jaylani was able to leave but she wanted to stay with Jahseh and the doctor was cool with it because they were only taking up one room instead of two. 

Jahseh POV:

Jaylani's breath got heavier and she wrapped her arms around my neck and ran her hands through my dreads not breaking our deep kiss. I wasn't being rough, and for once she wasn't pushed up against a wall, we were just standing in the middle of the room. I was truly taking my time, still loving her in ways she needs but also letting her know that time is the most important thing by going extremely slow.  She moaned a little and pushed her body against mine making the kiss hot and sweaty. I ran my hands all the way from her cheeks down to her lower thighs making her throw her head back. I was being extremely gentle to make her want it more. 

"Jahhhhh" she moaned lowly.

I smiled against her lips and kissed her slower to put her deeper into my trance.

I disconnected my lips from hers and pulled her into a huge bear hug. 

I wanted her to feel my love and how much I cared for her. I kissed her forehead and she smiled pulling me closer again. 

"You're so gorgeous," I said staring into her eyes.

She smiled and looked away and shook her head.

"No," she squeaked shyly.

"Yesssssssss," I said pulling her in again and kissing her lips.

She shook her head again and I frowned. 

"Baby you're the most beautiful girl to ever exist. And when you doubt yourself it hurts me. I want you to think you're beautiful, as beautiful as I think you are so you know the truth. 

She smiled and kissed me and then buried her face in my neck.

We were interrupted by a knock on the door.

Omniscient:

"Hey guys," Cleo said cheerfully walking in. 

She smiled and opened her arms walking up to Jaylani. I rolled my eyes a little.

They hugged for a second and then Cleo pulled away and looked at Jaylani's stomach. 

Cleo cupped her hands over her mouth and smiled, a tear falling from her eye. 

Jahseh just stared at Cleo's face confused then looked at Jaylani's stomach. A small bump peeked out from her shirt. Jahseh smiled and approached Jaylani, his eyes swelling with tears.