The Lost Desire

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Caspain's P.O.V

It had been a few months since Jax has become my daddy, and I've loved every moment of it.

I even moved in with him.

My days brighter, my spirit higher, my confidence raised, true happiness is my days.
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It was morning and I lay in Jax's stronghold.

"My prince you need to wake up," Jax softly spoke to me.

"Mmmhm, daddy, I don't wanna...." I whine.

always enjoy waking up in Jax's arms, it makes me feel loved.

"What do I have to do to get you up?" Jax chuckles in his deep morning voice.

"Hhhmmm, I anna iss" I mumble. (I wanna kiss)

"What, this?" Jax asks before gently kissing my forehead.

I smile at his action.

Jax starts to get up, but I remain laying down. I thought he had left the room, but I was mistaken.

Suddenly I was being picked up by someone. It scared me, but then I smelled daddy's musky cologne, so I knew it was him.

I gently laid my head in the crook of his neck. I could hear my daddy's calming heartbeat and I could feel the warmth of his skin. It was a blissful moment, just me and daddy.

Jax's P.O.V

Caspain has been very quiet this morning. He's usually very bubbly and talkative. I hope he's okay.

I set Caspian down on a mat so I can change him, but when I set him down he only clings more to me.

"Baby boy...." I laugh.

"Waddy..." He wines. He must be in little space.

"What do you need my prince?" I ask him.

Caspian only points at me.

'Awwww, my baby. I love him so much'

I lightly laugh at his notion.

"Baby, I need to change you so you don't get a rash," I explain to him.

He reluctantly let go and lays down. (I'll have to reward him for that)

I quickly change him and get him ready for school. Caspain was very quiet throughout the process and it was worrying me.

"Baby boy, are you alright?" I ask Caspian with concern.

Caspian just nods slightly.

I softly grab his chin and make him look at me.

"What's rule number 2?" I softly ask.

"Never lie to Daddy...." Caspian replies.

"So can you please tell me what's wrong?" I gently ask him.

Caspian looks like he's lost in thought and starts trembling out of nowhere.

I immediately hug him, not really knowing what I should do.

Caspian immediately starts bawling into me while tightly hugging me.

I just rub circles on his back and whisper comforting things in his ear.
He finally calms down after a few minutes.

"Baby, what's going on?" I ask him in concern. "Let me help you..." I plead.

Caspain's P.O.V