The Lost Desire

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Caspain's P.O.V

I stayed in that bathroom for a long time, just crying and sucking on my thumb.

No one was technically allowed to help me since I was a little with an incorrect correspondent.

I just wish Aaron would come for me, but he's not allowed because he's on the submissive end, unlike Liam who is on the dominat end.

After a while, a Mommy came in with her little.

"Claire, you know better than to do that," she scolded her. "I even warned you not to do it again," she said.

"Mm sowwy mommy," the little apologised.

"You know what I have to do," The mom said sternly.

"Momma, pwease....imma be good," the little tried to persuade.

"I'm sorry, but you won't learn," the mommy said. "Turn around," the mommy commands.

"Yes, momma," the little sighs.

I then hear five smacks.

The little was lightly crying by now.

"I'm sorry baby, I did it because I love and care about you," the mommy said to her.

The sound of those words only furthered my burning desire for a daddy.

Why can't I have that??

Suddenly they both stopped talking.

"Caspain is that you?" The mommy asked. (Everyone knows who Caspian is, he's the only male little)

I tried to be quiet, but failed since I was bawling my eyes out.

I heard her footsteps near my stall.

"You alright little boy?" She asks calmly.

"N-no..." I try to say without crying.

"Can I come in?" She asks calmly.

"Weah," I get up to unlock it.

She looks at me and her face saddens.

"Oh Casp....," she walks over to me and hugs me. I'm still crying very hard.

She looks at my bruised face and held a painfully expression.

"Who did this to you baby boy?" She asks me.

"M-m-master Liam...." I stutter out.

She looks puzzled for a second.

"Did you get mislabeled?" She asks me.

I just shake my head 'no' while crying harder.

"Idiotic school thinking a master is suitable for a little...." she mumbles.

"Do want me to help you change?" She asks sweetly.

"Wes pwease...." I say letting myself fully slip.

She helped clean me and changed me into a pullup.

"How old are you bud?" She asks me when she's done helping me.

I hold up two fingers.

"Okay, who usually helps you?" She asks me.

"Airwen," I reply.

"The masochistt Aaron?" She questions.

I just nod my head 'yes'

"Alright, let's go find him," she says while opening her hands to signal she wants me and her little to hold them.