Fuck I'm dead. One of my friends found out about my Instagram account. She wasn't supposed to find out. She saw that I cut. Damn oh fuck I'm gonna die. I'm hoping she won't tell my parents. Yesterday at church she made me take off my jacket to look at my arms. SHIT I'm really scared. I said on the account that I starved myself & cut. I can't cut anymore so I'm really pissed at her even if it doesn't seem like it. I can starve myself though. She will never know that I don't eat lunch. I only have a granola bar for breakfast usually. Dinner is harder, because I actually have to eat something. I try to get away with not eating a lot. Oh, and I got rejected again. That was yesterday. Today, at least I got face paint. It's supposed to be a butterfly...
