Don't ever show your emotions. They only give people a way to hurt you. I know. I know because he's hurt me before. When you become emotionless, no one can hurt you anymore. I'm not emotionless yet, but I need to be. Every way he hurts me, he just makes me want to be ice. Nothing will effect me anymore. I held a knife I stole against my skin yesterday. I was crying. I shouldn't have. It wasn't sharp enough to cut, but I dug it into my skin anyway. The pain felt good.
