You wouldn't believe how hard it is to take the blade out of a pencil sharpener. I finally did it. This blade is sharper than the other one. There's more pain. I don't know if because subconsciously I don't want it, or if it just isn't sharp enough. But it won't cut. I want it to cut. I want to feel that pain. To feel that rush of sweet emptiness. It's addicting but I want-no, NEED more of it.
