Therapy

New Friends Become Old

You thought you'd found a friend
That would be there till the end
And no matter what scenario
She always had a role
.
But then plans changed
And the person that was your sister
Suddenly lost time
For you that is, because everyone else was far to important
.
Then that friend you've had for so long
Suddenly vanished, before your eyes
I know I have problems
You were warned this from the start
But you said you'd be there
Now, you aren't
.
We would talk every night
And laugh everyday
But someone else
Has made you lose your way
.
You try to talk with me
But it's just not the same
Because you're not even listening
Something else in on your brain
.
So I do what I do best
I hid from the world
Lose so much rest
Over something most people
Wouldn't think twice about
.
Our conversations become few
And far in between
But I've come to terms with it
You've found your people
I'm no longer necessary
.
So I'm put on the back burner
Out of sight. Out of mind
But I'm still cooking
And I will eventually start a fire
.
You will then realize
What you've lost
But by then it will be far too late
.
I've lost my best friend
The one who promised they'd be there till the end
But where are they now?
I'm left as a shell
No friends
No nothing
.
Only a blade and a restless mind
So my friend
Just remember
You had a chance
But I can't stay in the background for much longer
For I will slowly dissipate
And that will be the end

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