Flutter | j.jungkook-

CH22: More Than Just

JUNGKOOK'S POV
She opened the door, she forced out a smile
Her eyes were puffy and had a blushing nose

Yet.. Yet she apologized if she had woken me up
I looked at her small crying face and asked her "what-what's wrong?" As I pulled her into my arms

She weeped out, her tears flowed out constantly.. "Y/n-ahh.. I'm right here for you.."

Her breathing hitched, she was trying to muffle the sound of her cry as she kept shaking in my arms. I hold her tighter and tighter as I placed my hand on her soft hair behind her head, and her upper back

She finally took deep breathes and it made me worry how deep, how short and how fast she was taking
She let out one last breath into my chest
"I'm sorry Jungkook.."

She stopped moving, her shaking came to a holt.. I moved my head to see her face
"Y-y/n? Y/n!" I loudly whispered

Her faces looked even more pale then before

I squat down a Little to pick her up. I begin to panic even more.. she fainted in my arms

I brought her up and went straight to our room, I laid her down gently and ruffled my hair from frustration and concern

I was frustrated with myself..

I placed my hand on top of her forehead to check on her, my eyes grew in shock at how cold she was

I looked at her sleepwear and she was wearing track shorts and a T-shirt

I quickly made my way to my backpack and ruffled through vastly but quietly.
I took out my gray hoodie, paces my way back towards y/n

I gently lifted her head and pulled the hoodie over her, pulling her arm through the sleeves
The oversized hoodie covered her more than before

I started tot think to myself,"what should I do? Should I ask my hyungs? No I can't they're sleeping.."

I calmed myself down in order for me to think rationally..

"Okay..okay.. y/n needs you right now. It's not the time to panic.."

I went to her side and checked her pulse to see if it seem regular. I made my way to check her temperature again and she was getting warmer than before but she was still cold...

I made sure the blanket covered her perfectly
I sat myself down on the floor and placed my head on the bed. I grabbed onto y/n's hand and interlocked.

It only pained and worried me seeing her like this..

I move my hand in a circular motion on top of her hand, my brows furrowed as I look at her in the dark vivid room.

My heart kept beating and beating faster
I want sure how to address her the problem once she awakes..

I knew for sure she'll try to make me forget it and tell me that it was "nothing"
And honestly that makes me even more hurt

The person I care for the most, the person that I've fallen hard for, the person that somehow brings out a smile to my face and gets me feeling this sort of way that I just can't explain..

How can I ever just "forget" or "ignore" the fact that, that special person is suffering, right in front of me..

I held up y/n's hand, I gently kissed it
"Y/n-ahh.. if you're suffering, I suffer even more "

I let out a deep breath and continued to stay in my position. I tried to keep wake so throughout the night I would wake myself up to see how she was doing