I'm Hurting (H2OVanoss)/BBS (In Progress)

When Feelings Are Exposed

" wow..." David says shocked, like the rest of us.

" Why didn't you tell me?" I say, kind of offended

" Because he said that if I told anyone about it, he would kill you and my mom, because he knew that you guys were the only people I had left besides my aunt and uncle." He says

" oh, im sorry..." I say kind of guilty

" it's okay. It worked out for the better ... besides my mom of course, but, I'm mostly happy right now. You guys make me happy" He says while smiling

" That's good" Tyler says

" I'll be right back" Evan says

"Evan...." I say worriedly

" Wha- oh ... uh.... I'm not doing that. I promise." He says then hops off his bed. I sigh

" Jon, we all worry about him too. But, we have to trust what he says." Scotty says

"Ok Scott" I say. We hear a faint sigh then see Evan come back on camera looking down.

" What's wrong, Ev?" Marcel says

" nothing. Hey, I'm gonna go ride my skateboard." He says in a quiet deep but calming voice

"Ok. Keep us on the phone?" I say

" Sure I guess." He says in the same voice. He sets his camera up in front of a mirror and puts a beanie and hoodie on. He looks so cute with beanies on. He puts on his shoes and grabs the phone and walks out the front door with his rose and skull skateboard.

"Where are you riding to?" Lui asks

" Nowhere specific." Evan says

"F**k." Evan whispers

" What?" Ryan asks

" Julian is out here with his group of friends." Evan says in that deep voice again

" Just ignore them" I say

"It's kinda hard when they keep staring at me" Evan says in the same tone

"Ay! Fag! Come here!" One of Julian's friends yell

"Leave me the f**k alone." Evan says in a cold tone

"Why? Are you on the phone with your boyfriend?" I blush and Evan sighs. He stops in the middle of the road, and walks up to Julian and his friend group.

"He's not my boyfriend. Just because your ex likes me more than you, doesn't mean you need to constantly comment on my love life." Evan says in a cold and heartless voice

" If you keep opening that big mouth of yours, you'll get the same treatment that your dad gave you, but worse." Julian says rudely

" Try me." Evan says then hops back on his skateboard and skates off

" F**kin B**ch" Evan says

" Calm down Ev" Luke says

"Mhmm. Sure." he says quietly and cold hearted

"Hey Ev, how does Julian know about your parents?" Brian asks

" His dad is a police officer. He's the one that studied my case and put him in jail for 5 years. He's also the one that sent people searching for my dad. But, obviously, that didn't work. His dad doesn't know that Julian hates me." Evan says

"Oh.."  Brian says

" I'm gonna head back home." he says then skates back to his house. Once he walks through his door someone calls his name.

"Evan! There you are! We were so worried about you!! We thought you ran away again!" His auntie says. Again? What does she mean by, "again"?

"Sorry, I just needed fresh air." He says

" You have to be careful when it's dark outside Evan" his uncle says

" I know. I'm not 13 anymore" Evan says

"We know Ev. Just stay safe okay?" His aunt says

"Yeah, ok" He says then runs upstairs with his skateboard in hand, closing his door behind him

"Evan, What does she mean by again?" I ask

" I run away every once in a while. I don't need you worrying about me too, ok?" He says in that deep calming voice

" Okay, Ev. But you know you mean a lot to me right?" I say

" Yes, I know. You mean a lot to me too." He says and sets his camera up in front of his mirror again.

" You guys are my otp" David says smiling

" We know" Me and Evan say at the same time and laugh which causes everyone else to laugh too. Evan walks off screen when the laughter dies down, and comes back with a black sweatshirt with a skull in the corner. He takes his beanie and hoodie off and then his shirt. His muscles define his body perfectly, while the top of his V-line shows from above his sweatpants. I blush so hard, I look like a strawberry.  Evan glances at me then laughs.

"Sorry Jon" he says while smiling and putting his sweatshirt on.

" Why do you still blush when Evan changes clothes in front of us? We've all done it a thousand times" Tyler says while giggling

"And plus, he's been fully naked in front of us before. Him with his shirt off is nothing." Luke says, giggling also

"It's because Jon wants to f*ck em" David says with his strong Irish accent. Everyone laughs except for me and Evan, both of us turning red.

"S-shut up" I stutter

I look at the time, 12:00am

"Guys, we should probably go to sleep. We have school tomorrow" I mention

"Yeah, Jon's right. Goodnight guys." Evan says

"Goodnight!" We all log off

"That was interesting...." I mumble out loud to nobody, then fall asleep.