I'm Hurting (H2OVanoss)/BBS (In Progress)

When Feelings Are Exposed

I sigh.

"sorry to interrupt, but, are we just gonna ignore the fact that Jonathan kissed Evan?" David says while leaning in towards the group more. Me and Jon glance at each other and blush. We both stay silent

"Well, obviously, they're too embarrassed to talk about it right now, so we'll talk about it later." Brock says while smiling

"Y-yeah, so-so a-anyways-" Jon starts to stutter but is interrupted by everyone laughing including himself. Once the laughter dies down, a question comes to my mind.

"So, is everyone in a relationship right now? Besides Arlan, me, and Jon?" I ask

"Yeah" Tyler answers for me.

I nod. Someone taps my shoulder and I turn around. Some blond chick. Great. Probably here to ask me out or something.

"Evan, I broke up with my boyfriend for you! And now you're gay!? How could you!? Now, he's gonna come and try to fight you!" She says

"Who's your ex?"

"Julian"

I take a moment to slowly blink, and ponder the odds of this happening.

"Alright." I say back to her

"You're not scared?" She says, shocked.

"Of course not. I meant it when I said I wasn't scared of him." I tell her, looking up at her since I'm sitting and she's standing.

"Okay. Be prepared though. He said the fight is gonna happen Wednesday." She says then walks off. I turn back around to my friends. I sigh and take out my sketchbook from my bag, with a pencil. I started a picture that has a skull with roses growing from its eyes and started shading it.

"Woah, I didn't know you were an artist" Jon comments, scooting closer to me so our legs are touching. I blush a little.

"Y-Yeah, I like to draw when I'm stressed." I whisper to him.

"Oh ok. Cool." He smiles at me and I smile back.

"Hey Evan..." Ryan starts

"What's up?"

"What happened to your parents?" He whispers cautiously.

"Uhm, noth-" I was about to finish but got cut off by Julian interrupting.

"His dad got arrested for child abuse and mental abuse when Jonathan's family called the police on him. That child being him obviously. Then his dad got out of jail and ran away after his mom divorced him for beating up her son. After he ran away, his mom committed suicide." Julian jumps in and I freeze at the thought of my mom hanging.

"Go away!!" Jon yells at Julian and he slowly walks off.

"I'm sorry, Evan. I know it hurts." Brock says, worriedly. I put my head down. Jon leans his head on my shoulder, rubbing my back. Why can't my parents be here for me like everyone else's? Why did my dad have to hate me? Why did my mom hate herself? Why do I hate myself?

I don't want to stay here. I get up and walk out.

"Evan!" I hear Jon yell but I don't turn around. I walk back to my home that I share with my aunt and uncle. They're like my second parents.

"Hey Ev!" My auntie says from the kitchen

"Hey Auntie" I say, closing the door behind me

"why are you back home so early?" she says, still in the kitchen

"They sent me home because I started feeling sick." I lie.

" Oh okay, well, try to feel better okay?" She says