Learning about ourselves (Hetalia)

Chapter 11

Warnings: OOC-ness, lots of head canons,intense favouritism, google translate, human names, drama, grammar mistakes

Characters: Belgium, Italy, Germany, Norway, Finland

Info:This chapter is information about what happened in the meeting and a bit after.

Note: I... might.. post art here, like in the end of each chapter if that's alright?

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Chapter 11

"I'll go after him. Don't wait up for us!" Canada said and rushed out the door. With two nations out of the room it felt odd to continue reading, but none the less Belgium scanned the next page and said.

"I think we should read two more, the next one's really short and the one after that seems a bit long but it shouldn't take too long to read." Belgium looked over to Germany, getting a nod of approval from him, she began.

"Dear Diary, I miss him. I know I say I'm over it, but I'm still not.-Italy/Feliciano" Belgium read.

Italy curled in on himself on the other side of the room, Germany patted his back not really sure what to do. The people who would usually help Italy out were either regretting their actions, comforting someone else or were just not on good terms with with Italy at the moment. Though France might have helped if he had been listening. He had been more focused on looking out the windows to try and see Canada or Prussia, or looking at the door hoping to leave as soon as possible.

Most people were silently trying to figure out who this 'he' was, while Sealand and WY were wondering where all the energy this meeting had had had gone.

Belgium quickly flipped the page to the next entry. She was silently asking herself why she had gotten all the sad entries.

"Alright!" Her voice cut through the silence like a sharp knife. "This next entry appears to be a collection of different entries." She took a sharp breath in and began reading.

" Day 42: It's been a while since big brother left. I thought he would've been back by now. He said he'd be back soon, but maybe I'm just being impatient.

Day 102: I caught a brown creature today, it looks like a rabbit type thing. Big brother used to go hunting for animals like this when he was around. It's been a long time. I really miss him.

Day I lost count: I haven't wrote anything in awhile. My last entry was 214, and I'm not really sure how long it's been. I really miss big brother. Every once in a while I attempt to do some spells, the ones I know are fairly easy.

Day I lost count 4: I rarely make these any more. Today I travelled a bit South, I met a lady. She calls herself Native. I wanted to introduce myself using Vinland.. but the name just doesn't really stick any more and I don't really wish to tell her my name. She calls me 'tiny person' now. She's weird.

Day I lost count 13: There's a new kid around. His names Alfred. I'm a bit taller then him. He and Native get along like Mother and Son. They might be just that. I don't visit them that often. It's a tad too warm for my taste. But, It's really been so long.. Big brother wouldn't forget me.. right?

Day I lost count 15: I think he did. It's been too long.. Am I just that easy to forget..? Or am I just that unimportant..? I don't think I can call him big brother any more, I'll just write Lukas.

Day 0: He forgot me. I'm sure. I'm just such an easy thing to forget. But I can't deal with it. Maybe I'll do what he did, I'll just forget about it.

Day 14: I feel something odd. Something changing. I don't like it.

Day 15: Someone showed up. He was wearing weird blue clothing. I overheard someone call him Fros? Or something along those lines.

Day 18: Native is gone. And I've decided to pretend to be a new nation. I already figured out that I now represent New France. I figured out today that it's actually spelled 'France' not 'Fros'. Anyway, I'm going to talk to him today. After all, "I know nothing and no one", so I have no reason to be afraid.

Day 22: Today we're leaving my land and going to his. He told me to call him big brother. I will, for a short while. Then I'll just call him Francis."

Belgium finished and took a deep breath. Norway, feeling extreme guilt, glanced over at the rest of the Nordics looking for comfort, though what he saw left him confused. Most of his friends had on their faces the reactions he expected. Iceland was sad, Denmark confused, Sweden was just.. kinda observing, but Finland looked.... regretful?

Norway stood up from his chair, left the meeting and headed for the elevator. Not long after him the other nations exited the room.

Norway pressed the switch for the fifth floor and seconds before the door shut, Finland slipped into the elevator. As they started to rise Finland started shifting in his place.

"..Isn't your room on the ground floor?" Norway quietly asked in a monotone voice.

"It... is. But, I-I think we have to talk for a moment.." Finland muttered and proceeded to press the button for the ninth floor. "I don't think anyone's up there, so let's chat there.."

The doors opened on the fifth floor and neither of them left the lift. After a moment the doors shut and they continued to rise.

As the doors opened and both the nations left the lift Norway spoke up.

"So what did you wish to talk about with me Tino--?"

"I knew-- I mean, I figured it out, earlier today.. I mean, who Matthew reminded me of..." Norway's stare burned holes into Finland*. "Of.. he reminded me of.. you. I.. just.. You know you guys have kinda similar mannerisms?" Finland laughed awkwardly. "I.. during the break.. Mathias told us about the new magic user.. And well-" He rambled trying to explain something. " It's just.. to many coincidences- you get me? But what I mean- I want to-..... I'm sorry." The two stood in silence for a minute.

"...What.. are you apologizing for?" Norway looked extremely confused. "You figured some stuff out.. put some stuff together. So what do you have to feel sorry for?"

"I- uh... just feel like I should have told you the moment I figured out anything.." He played with his sleeves. Norway sighed and headed over to the elevator pressing the button to call it up.

"There's really nothing you should feel bad about, it's me who's in the wrong.." He muttered the last part of the sentence so quietly that Finland didn't hear it.

"Thanks Lukas.." He smiled at his friend.

The trip down seemed to pass much quicker than the trip up. Norway waved to Finland as he got of the lift and headed to his room. After entering he swiftly locked the door behind him and sat down on the couch.

A couple of minutes later he heard the door being unlocked and someone walking in.

" Matthew?" He called. The figure walked in and looked over at him. "Sit down, we need to talk."

*Norway didn't literally burn holes into Finland. Probably..

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Notes: I currently have two specials planned, one should happen around chapter 16~19, cause chapters sometimes turn out to be too long and I have to move them, and the other one..... around chapter 28..... uhhh..

Specials - are part of the story, break away from the format I'm using, aka rooms-->meeting-->break-->meeting-->rooms and are centred around a special event organized by the nations.

So the 'Vinland' plot line is coming to it's end. One more chapter in which the situation will still be a big issue and you can finally expect other characters to start appearing (France and England, Russia and America   and....Belarus(for now), Romano and Spain, as well as the Perfectly Reasonably Usual Couple Acceptable Now.(abbreviate that phrase)