I need you, even if it is wrong

Chapter 9

Sorry for the long wait guys! But here is chapter 9! I do apologize for any misspellings!!
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Harpers pov

It's been a couple days now and my thigh is feeling a bit better, Maggie gave me some old crutches of there's to walk around on. Shane has been doing everything he can to try and talk to me. I just can't.
It's too hard.
Especially after my hallucination of him. Daryl is up an walking around a bit. I also chewed Andrea out. And well apparently there's walkers in the barn.
Effin fantastic.
Shane is being a lunatic about it.
While my dad wants to just leave it. In all honestly I think it's best to kill them all.
Currently I'm walking around trying to find Glenn and Maggie that hopefully they can get me something. I then run into my mom with a pregnancy test in her bag.
"Mom?" I ask.
"Sweetie don't tell anyone."
"Why? Why's it such a secret?"
"Because Harper, I-I can't have this baby. Not in a world like this"
"Mom you can't just kill a baby. You can do it. Look I know we haven't been on greatest terms but I'll help you ok?" I reassure her. She just nods and walks off. I then notice something in her bag and snatch it before she notices I took something and walked off.

Shane's pov

God I don't know what to do, Harper won't talk to me.
Andrea was being a bitch to her the other day poking at her how she touched me and I let her. Which didn't happen at all.
I pushed her away told her how much I love Harper, which now she knows and yeah fuck.
I look to my left of guarding the barn and see Harper trying to walk fast into the woods holding something. I then decided to follow her. As I was following her I saw her try her best taking off her shorts without falling and squatting down. She came all this way to pee? Can't she use the bathrooms. After awhile I was about ready to leave thinking the worst and following her when all she was doing was to pee, that was until I heard her gasp. I then turned around and saw a white thing in her hand... oh god no. That can't be what I think it is. This is a joke. She can't be taking a pregnancy test.
I accidentally made a noise which made her look up and hurriedly put her pants on.
"S-Shane? Did u follow me?" She asks.
"I did. Now Harper be honest with me..."
"It's positive Shane. I'm pregnant." Harper says.

Harper pov

Well that's just great I'm pregnant and my mothers pregnant at the same time nasty.
And now Shane knows about me.
"Shane?" I ask as he stood there silent for awhile.
"That's amazing!" Shane says happily and hugging me. I giggle.
"How did you- like what made you think you were pregnant?" Shane asks. And that's when my heart drops.
"My hallucination. I saw you holding a beautiful baby boy, I was also holding one, they were twins. Ones name was Mick, and the others name was Dylan. And we were getting over run, and a walker came up and bit you, and started to tear you and Dylan apart in front of my eyes as my dad dragged me away." I finished with tears in my eyes.
"Oh Harper" Shane says hugging me.

Shane's pov

That's Dylan!! The two names she was screaming in her sleep. That's why she was so jumpy, that's why when she saw me is was shock. She felt like it was real.

Harpers pov

As I was hugging Shane I then remembered why I was mad at him.
"Oh! Right! Don't think u get my forgiveness this easily." I said crossing my arms.
"I know. I'm sorry Harper. It's just I was scared. I am scared. And I'm so sorry. And Andrea an I did nothing. She's lying. And Harper, I love you. I love you so much. And I'm done worrying about what ur dad or mom will think. I want to be with you." Shane said looking me in the eyes.
"I love you too Shane." I smiled giving him a quick kiss, that was until dale came up walking not noticing us with all the bags of guns.
"Head back to camp ok?" Shane asked eyeing dale.
"Alright" I said with a smile and kissed his cheek walking off.
When I got to the house my dad apparently left with Hershel and Jimmy so I was helping Maggie with dishes in the house.
"So you and Shane better?" Maggie asked.
"Why u ask?"
"Your smilin like a girl just got her crush to ask her out" Maggie said.
"Oh. Yeah we're good. Maggie can I tell you something? But you can't tell another soul." I said sternly.
"Of course" Maggie said drying her hands.
"I'm pregnant, and it's Shane's" I blurt out.
"Oh my gosh, no way! " Maggie shouts hugging me.
"Yeah but the thing is, is my parents still don't know about Shane and I. And my moms pregnant too. And I just i don't know. I'm scared, worried and kinda grossed out." I said laughing. Maggie laughed too.
"It'll be ok honey" Maggie said hugging me.
We then heard yelling which came from Shane.
"We need to protect our own!" Shane yells looking right at me.
"And Hershel, he's gonna have to understand that." Shame said passing guns out to everyone. That was until t-dog pointed out my dad, Hershel an jimmy leading a walker.
That's when we all ran.
After a lot of yelling Shane finally yelled one more time.
"Your right man, that is enough" and busted the doors open. Everyone started firing as I held my mom and Carl back, the best I could with my thigh still being really sore. Once every single one was shot all that could be heard was heavy breathing and crying. Until we heard growls there's one more left.
Everyone raised there guns ready to shoot, but what walked out of there was something everyone was not expecting. Carol ran out crying,
"Sophia!!!"
It was Sophia.
She was in there the whole time.
My dad stepped up and did the leader role, and being the one to shoot her, and put her out of her misery.
At that moment I knew, this world, it's not meant for kids. And if my hallucination is true, then I'm going to loose both Shane and one of my baby boys. I can't let that happen.
I won't let it happen.
Even if it's the last thing I do.

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