The Baby Maker

Chapter Thirty

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RECAP:

He was scared of losing her.

Not now...

When he finally admitted to himself that he loved her.

CHAPTER THIRTY:

Guilt and shame flooded him. He's in love with Isabella and yet, he still love Suzene.

Tama ba ang nararamdaman niya? Nagmamahal siya ng dalawang babae ng sabay?

Pero magkaiba ng level at intensity ang nararamdaman niya para sa dalawang babae.

Minahal niya si Suzene dahil tingin niya ay ito and ideal woman para sa kaniya. She was smart. Mature, sofisticated and submissive. Katangian na hinahanap niya sa isang babae. She's full of life, carefree and she was like an open book. Sinasabi nito lahat sa kaniya. Isa pa magkapareho sila ng edad. He didn't like younger girls or so he thought. Magkasundo din sila sa lahat ng bagay and he always felt Suzene needed him. She always made him feel like a hero.

And si Isabella.

She angered him. Most of the time annoyed him. Misteryosa ang dating nito sa kaniya. Kung hindi mo tanungin ay wala kang malalaman na anuman tungkol dito. She's young and reserved.  She was stubborn at hindi alam ang salitang obedience. The things he hate about woman. And yet, he fall for her. At wala din siyang maisip na pangunahing dahilan kung bakit niya ito minahal.

Basta ang tanging alam niya ay ayaw niyang matulog at magising ng wala sa tabi nito. Because the first thing he wanted to see is her beautiful face when he open his eyes.

To see her blush when he told her she's beautiful. To hear her sweet angelic voice when she greeted him good morning. Especially when she laugh and smile at the jokes that he makes.

One smile

Just one smile from her is enough to make his heart go crazy.

And of course...

To kiss her every time he had a chance. Kissing her was the most wonderful and satisfying feeling he has ever felt.

At kung noon ay pakiramdam niya ay kailangan siya ni Suzene -

Now...

Pakiramdam niya ay kailangan niya si Isabella. He needed her like he needed air to breathe.

I love you.

Mahal kita.

Salitang ibinaon na niya sa limot.

Binura sa bukabularyo niya pero;

Muntik na iyon lumabas sa bibig niya dahil, lahat ng matinong kaisipan na meron siya ay nawawala kapag kasama niya si Isabella.

Hindi iyon nangyari noon pa man sa kaniya. Masyado siyang maingat sa pagpili ng salitang sasabihin niya lalo na sa mga...

Babae.

Ayaw niya na umasa ang mga ito at bigyan ng maling idea na kaya niyang ibigay ang inaasam ng bawat babaeng napapaugnay sa kaniya.

In fact, he's not good with words. He was better in expressing his feelings through action. Hindi kailanman siya naging vocal sa nararamdaman niya. Iyon ang isa sa mga complain ni Suzene tungkol sa kaniya. Sa loob ng anim na taon ng kanilang relasyon ay mabibilang niya sa daliri kung ilang beses niya nasabi dito ang salitang I love you.