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I'm feeling nauseousI'm feeling lonely I just want to go home, now

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I'm feeling nauseous
I'm feeling lonely
I just want to go home, now

I want to wish upon a shooting star
I want to wake up feeling like it's alright
Walk around in my pyjamas
sit up, read a book or two
sit down, watch a movie until the credits roll in

what happened to all the family traditions?
what happened to all the memories?
I can only remember fragments of it,
it's like it all turned to dust.

a life that I once lived
a life where I once understood
everything around me,
a life where I once understood
everything about me.

I'm lost and I'm lonely ; I'm sick and I'm cold
I don't know, I don't know ; I'm sick and tired
of waiting for the storm now,
to put its course on hold now

Because I really want to
go back into my home, now,
find out where my heart is
where I put my mark, there, that's home

I feel like I can't even breathe
I don't know if I want to, though
it's like I'm drowning
but I know how to swim and I'm trying to kick
myself to the surface ; but alas, do I ever win?

it's okay, it's okay, I tell myself,
I'm gonna be alright, just take it one step,
one step at a time, and I swear I'll try my best
to bring myself back out

and I'm starting to feel like I'm missing it,
I'm crying out my heart, right now
the rains pounding on my window,
like your bullets hit my skin

but I'm homesick - I miss the place that
I used to be able to call my home.

four letters, a simple word
but it's got a meaning, that's out of this world
and I just wish, I didn't feel like I'm homeless
like a little girl roaming the empty world.

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