she's
not fine, anymore.
things
won't go back
to how they used to be,
before. ..her mind
is darker than
the black of the night,
her thoughts
are more lethal than
poisonous dartswhy does she
hide her pain,
mask her identity?
because she knows
she's not perfect
but still she doesn't show it
even though she's human
she doesn't show it,
at all.she sits with her friends
every lunch
she's always laughing
always smilingHowever,
her mind is plagued
by thoughts as they
invade her work of space,
her mind of gold and
heart of diamonds and coalwhy does she
hide her pain,
mask her identity?
because she knows
she's not perfect
but still she doesn't show it
even though she's human
she doesn't show it,
at all.beauty is only skin deep
she knew the worth of self love
but she couldn't understand
why she didn't feel normal,
anymore.all she wanted
was it to end
the torment
the brain infliction
because she was scared
she didn't know what
was going on with her
and her squeezed heart
was drowning in her tearswhy does she
hide her pain,
mask her identity?
because she knows
she's not perfect
but still she doesn't show it
even though she's human
she doesn't show it,
at all.but she was scared
of it all.
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➵ majestic nightmares | ✗
Poetrysad attempts of poetry sitting at death's door. NB : trigger warnings, containing depression, self harm, anxiety, and more.