i loved you ▶ minjoon #WATTYS2019

◀twenty four▶

「to be honest, i know that to me you're someone who i just can't forget」

the omega had woken up to severe cramps, it had felt a little too close to his labor pains when beomgyu was born, not to mention he felt that the bed is wet meaning his water had broke, in his fucking sleep, how did he even sleep through that?

"shit, oh fuck. chanmi, you're way too early, you're just like your brother." he whispers teasingly, trying to lighten up his mood, not wanting to go through an anxiety attack, not wanting it to affect his chanmi "okay, just hang in there, okay baby?" he softly pats his bump and slowly but surely walked out of his bedroom.

he smiles a bit when he sees beomgyu trying to help wonho with making breakfast and by helping he means picking at little pieces of the ingredients "mommy! good morning!" beomgyu pipes up as he clambers off the counter to hug jimin 

"woah baby, careful." jimin reminds as he sits down on the couch "how are you feeling?" wonho asks, back turned from jimin as he keeps cooking "well, i think she wants to get out a bit too early." that's when the room became silent, only the sound of kitchen tools clattering and the stove being turned off

"jimin! what the fuck!" wonho screams out in panic, jimin knows, he can sense his distressed scent while jimin just cuddled with beomgyu "why is papa running around?" beomgyu's eyes followed the alpha as he walked in and out of the rooms 

"ah, it's cause chanmi is coming, can you go get my phone darling and call your daddy." beomgyu gets off the couch, careful to not get in the way of wonho as he retrieves jimin's phone 

"gyu, go drink your milk and brush your teeth." wonho calls out while he helped jimin up "let's get you cleaned up and dressed, how are you so calm?" wonho whispers the last part as if it's some mystery "anxiety makes baby unhappy." jimin reminds as he waddles to the bathroom where wonho had ran him a hot shower "i'll lay down some comfy clothes and get the stuff in the car!"

"joon-ah, your phone has been ringing for quite a while now." seokjin tells the alpha softly, setting down a cup of coffee next to him on his desk "i'll get to it in a bit, would you like to hear the song?" seokjin sits down next to him and nods "that'd be great." namjoon tries to put the headphones on him but the omega backs away a bit 

"oh, sorry." seokjin mumbles and grabs hold of the headphones "are you okay?" namjoon asks, seokjin pulls at his sleeves "is the baby okay?" seokjin nodded rapidly "then what's wrong?" namjoon turns to him, he had never seen seokjin in this way, the omega looked helpless, more sensitive, unlike the mask he wore 

"namjoon, i love you, you were the only one who had showed me genuine love." the omega's voice had cracked when he says this and namjoon can see the sadness in his eyes "but i have to.. i have to learn my place and let you go, i know i can never truly have you." namjoon cups his face, wiping away the tears that had strewn down his face 

"i took you away from your family for my own selfish reasons and i don't want- i don't want the pup to suffer because of my actions." seokjin sobbed, lips quivering as he spoke.

talking with sandeul, having someone know his past and all the shit he's been through gave him an epiphany that what he's been doing is wrong and he doesn't want to be like his mother.

"i won't hold you back anymore joon-ah, you were nothing but kind to me and it got to the extent that it cost you your family." namjoon had pulled him into a hug, trying to calm him down 

"you must not just blame yourself jin, all of this was my fault too, i got selfish too. i couldn't see how much jimin had cherished me and i abused it, i let the only person i love let me go. we'll fix this, yeah? don't worry." namjoon pulled away, reassuring the omega, just as the phone rang again