I am unbalanced
the world is spinning away
and I am left in the darkness.
It feels like something
is not in place.
But I cannot figure out
what is moved.
I've searched within my mind
checking over memories
and overturning scattered thoughts.
Is it you?
Is that what is happening?
Or is it me?
Old habits coming back to bite me,
bringing old memories.
Or is it him?
How he screwed me over
and it makes me afraid
that I cannot love again.
Why is my world
upside down
and sideways?
What happened?
Why do I feel like
I am the one out of place?
I wish I could go back to
yesterday,
or the day before
when I wasn't lost.
Please
help find me.
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Shadows Into Light
PoetryA collection of my poems which are a mix between sad and depressing to hopeful and bright, but all speak the truth. A poetry collection since 2015. ------ ✯ = featured on a poetry podcast, link available on poem
