The word change is so underrated. It always gives you a new start, and a new life. In fact, it brings me a new one. Rather than finding a new life, I would like to change my life. There's a lot of difference between finding and changing. I started observing each and every minute of my life. It conveys a lot to me. Crawling into some new things which I've never seen before. I'm so excited for the future outcomes. I learned something every hour. Learned to overcome my memories. But the most important thing I learned to overcome my pessimistic thoughts.
Suicidal thoughts doesn't knock my mind anymore. My major trouble is I keep everything within me and I used to think a lot of stuffs about that. I really don't want to remember those thoughts which heaved me down in my life. I never believed that a change can change me this much. I kinda sense some optimistic shift now. The happiness in this makes me feel good. I've never felt like this in anything.
This is my life. This is the way I want. I don't want my soul to blend with them. I'd like to stay alone and alive. It's not about entire humans. It's about the people who I'm going through. I don't have any expectation or ambition but my intention is to dwell in this period.
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The Journey Of A Pessimistic Man
Короткі історіїIt's about an emotional story of a boy who lived alone for many years being pessimistic and he is just hungry for true life, love and friends... A sudden drift in his life when he saw her... What just happened after that ? This short story is all ab...
