𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

journal one: entry eight

"i couldn't tell him. 

i didn't want to tell him. 

i don't wanna burden him. 

but it feels like i am."

-jjk 190502

"why..." taehyung mumbled as he laid on the couch, head shoved in the soft cushion, "i already know who he is, i already know he writes them. i just wanna get closer to him, for him to confide in me. i wanna know who the real jeon jeongguk is." 

rolling over, taehyung played with the rings on his fingers, twisting and turning them around his fingers until he fell asleep.

"today my parents had another client booked for me. 

so i cut the inside of my thigh. 

he ran out of the room. 

my parents hit me for it. 

but all i could do was smile. 

i'm still a virgin ya know. 

sex is consensual."

-jjk 190502 (3:00PM)