journal one; entry three

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"jiminie asked me why i was so selfish.

why i would leave and not take him with me. 

that if i died, i should kill him and take him too. 

but i can't do that. 

i'm sorry." 

- jjk (190428)

taehyung sighed as he held the paper in his hand, it was like these papers were getting sadder and sadder everyday. he felt like sometimes he was so close to who he was looking for but yet so far away. so far away from the truth. but question is why was taehyung doing this. was it for his own amusement or was it just his moral compass leading him in the right direction. 

the boy thought to himself as jeon jeongguk came and sat beside him, taehyung sighed as he dropped his head on the boy's shoulder. jeongguk flinched but he didn't remove taehyung's head from his shoulder, he let it stay there. 

"sometimes i wish that you'd talk to me jeongguk. i wonder what'd it be like to hear your voice." 

"he did it again, he talked to me.

and i wanna talk to him but i can't.

i physically can't. 

talking to him would only ruin his life. 

i'm a problem, with only more problems within itself." 

- jjk (190428) 10:00 AM 

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