BROKEN

Chapter Five

J. J's POV

The words just flowed out of my mouth and I knew that I meant them. Silas wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me so my body was flush against his and he kissed me with so much passion. My fingers were entangled in his hair and I moaned into his mouth. He released my lips and kissed my neck, then my shoulder.

“This very spot is where my mark will go." He said as he kissed the spot again.

“What are you waiting for?” I don't know why I asked it, but I didn't regret it.

“I'm waiting for the perfect time and perfect place. I don't think your Gran would appreciate me marking you in the back of a pickup truck.” I knew he was right but I still felt a wave of disappointment wash over me.

Instead of letting him sense my disappointment, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him once on each cheek, then brought my lips down on top of his. Our lips parted slightly and our tongues began to dance together with an amazing rhythm. Silas laid himself back, pulling me with him so that I was directly on top of his amazingly firm body. I placed my thighs on each side of his hips and we deepened our kiss. I had never had this type of contact with anyone before. At least, not this hot and not consensual. I could feel both of us getting extremely aroused so I ground my pelvis against him and smiled as he released a moan into my mouth. I was ready to complete our mating right then and there, but Silas had other plans. He put his hands on my hips and lifted me up off of is body. He set me down next to him and took my hands in his.

“Jazz, we have our whole lives ahead of us to complete the mating and I'll be damned if it's going to be in the back of my truck. I want it to be perfect.” He gently placed a kiss to my forehead. “Let's go back to my moms house and check on Maddy.” He smiled as he rose to his feet and pulled me up with him.

“Hey Mom, how was our girl while we were gone?” Silas had taken a seat next to his mother in the family room and smiled at her.

“She was perfect. She ate some mac and cheese and played with Sienna for a while. I put her to bed in your old room in the playpen I had bought for P.J.” She sounded so sad.

Silas hadn't said that P.J. had a baby or even a mate. He hugged his mother and told her that we were going up to bed too. We went into his old room where Maddy was sleeping and checked on her, covered her up with her blanket, and we stripped down to our underwear to climb into Silas's old bed. When he saw me standing there before him in just my undies and a bra, he slipped his tee shirt over my head.

“You're too beautiful for me to sleep next to if you're that naked. He smiled and pulled me into his arms.

Falling asleep in those strong arms was the best feeling in the entire world. If the world had ended that night, I would have died as the happiest woman to ever live. My life was complete with Silas by my side. I knew right then that Silas was going to be my fairy tale ending. He was my happily ever after. He had saved me from the depths of Hell.

When I woke up in the morning, Silas was no longer next to me and Maddy was no longer in the playpen. I started to panic because I'd never once slept through my daughter waking up. I had always either woken up right before her, or as she was whimpering because she was awake. It scared me that I had let my guard down enough to sleep through Silas leaving my side and removing my daughter from the room.