𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝙼𝚎 𝙸𝚗 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙳𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜

ϲհɑթեҽɾ 3

I decided not to home. I went to what I called 'my place'. My dad had showed me it for the first time when I was little. It was an old house in an abandoned theme park. My dad had always said that if I needed space, that's my place to go.

Now, ever since my parents died. I've spent more time there, to think and to be a little free from the world. There was a bed there so I had made it comfy for myself. So sometimes I actually slept there, even though there was no electricity or a fire place. It always gave me peace in some sort of way, I always felt I could relax while I was there.

Since it was raining I was drenched. I didn't have an umbrella but I had my jacket. It didn't really matter that much, if I got sick I could only use it as an excuse for staying away from school.

I opened the door to the house and closed it behind me and walked up the stairs. When I got up to the second floor I laid down on the bed. I didn't bother to get out of my jacket. I closed my eyes and let out a breath. Four words kept going around inside my head. 'It's gonna be alright'. It was gonna be alright at some point right? If I should be honest. I didn't really believe those words but that didn't stop them from going around inside my head.

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I woke up from the light coming threw the window and my phone buzzing. I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at the ceiling. My phone buzzed again. I took it out of my pocket and looked. It was 10:47 am. Seems like I've missed a few lessons, including German. I had gotten a few texts.

Where are you?

Girl, you ok?

Amelia. Answer me!

It was Louise. I sent a text back saying 'fine, sick'. My nose wasn't stuffy but I was cold. I could use that couldn't I? I'm gonna do it anyway. I but my phone down and closed my eyes again. I think I laid here for maybe ten minutes before getting up. I walked down the stairs again and opened the door walked out, home. I walked threw the forest and threw a tunnel.

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If you count today with, I have been home for 3 days. I wanted to go to school today. I still had a cold-yes I got a cold. I not only wanted to catch up with school work but to apologize to Miss Wiegler for blaming her. Blaming her for ruining my life. It wasn't nice to blame her. She was just trying to be nice I guess.

I got up at 6am and took a shower. School started at 8:30 so I had some time. After the shower I got dressed and made breakfast for myself. After I was done I cleaned the dishes and walked back to my bathroom and brushed my hair and put my make up on, it wasn't much but it was there. I put my hair up in a ponytail and looked at the clock- 7:56. I decided to wait until it was 8 so I could go. I didn't have a car and it didn't matter really. I texted Louise and said I was coming today. I asked her what I had missed and she said I didn't really miss anything.

I got to school and she was already there. She game me a hug and followed me to my locker. She talked about this guy she started talking to. How she had this 'crush' on him. His name was Andrew. Andrew Brown. I couldn't help but smile at her raveling. Then all of a sudden she shut up. I didn't know why but I heard a cold voice behind me. "Miss Allen" fuck. Miss Wiegler, she walked past me. And I had her class today too. I looked at my schedule-first?! Really?! Here goes. If I don't make it out alive I would like to thank my best friend Louise Lewis.

I didn't have my books?- right I threw them at her. You are really stupid, you know that Amelia. I let out I breath I didn't know I was holding and walked with Louise into German class. I sat down at my desk next to Louise. I saw my books at my desk with a note. I took it and read it.

Miss Allen, these are very expensive books. Did you know that they belong in a locker or on a desk, opened. And not as an item to be thrown at a teacher!

Miss Wiegler

Wow. I really did throw them at her. But how did she know I would come back? How did she know I wasn't gonna change class? She walked in the door and didn't even bother to look at me. I felt ashamed. I looked down. I wanted to cry. I couldn't. The lesson went on, rather slow. It was a nightmare. I held Louise's hand sometimes. I loved her more then anything and I'm so fucking grateful for her.

The lesson ended, finally. I waited until everyone had walked out. I walked up to her desk. She lifted her head and looked at me, she didn't say anything-she just looked at me. I looked down before answering.

"I-I wanted to apologize." I felt humiliated. I heard a cold response. "For what, Miss Allen"
I looked up again. I could tell my eyes wore red. "I wanted to apologize for saying you ruined my life and for throwing my books at you. I'm really sorry." I looked down again. I knew she wasn't gonna forgive me. Why should she?

"What you did was wrong, very wrong Amelia. I'm not your mother nor you friend. I'm your teacher and you will show me some respect! Cause if you don't, I will make your life a living hell and you will live with it. Do I make myself clear." I nodded. The first few tears had already gone down my cheeks. I heard her get up from her chair. Then I felt a hand on my shoulder and one under my chin, pulling it up.

"What you went threw two years ago wasn't fair, I get that Amelia. But it was two years ago. You have to let it go at some point. I know it's-don't give me that look- I know it's hard. But if you need anyone to talk to. I'm here alright?" I didn't say anything. I let out a sob. She pulled me into her embrace-she was giving me a hug. Miss Wiegler was giving me a hug. Again.

"It's alright Amelia, it's alright" she patted my head while my head was in the croak of her neck. She pulled away and gave me a smile? She fucking smiled at me. That caused me to smile. "There we go, keep that smile on Amelia. Do that for me" I nodded. She dried my tears from my cheek. She kissed my forehead before letting me leave her classroom. She-I. Alright.

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It had been a week and I was feeling better. I was. I couldn't help but tell Louise about what happened. She flipped. She then told me she and Andrew were dating. She got her Prince Charming.

I finally found out who this Andrew was. I pushed him up against a locker in the hallway. "Let me tell you one thing mister. If you ever, decide to hurt my best friend. I will come after you. I will beat the shit out of you. And you should be scared. Cause I mean it." He nodded. I let him go only to hear a cough behind me. I turned around and immediately froze.

Louise. "Sorry, I just kinda hade to." She hit me with her book and laughed at me. "Your unbelievable! I don't want you to scare him away!" She gave me a hug and walked out of the school with me. "I love you, I have to protect you!" She laughed at me again. "Oh so when you tell me that you and Miss Wiegler had sex, what do I do?" I shot her a glare. "That's never gonna happen! What the fuck Lou." She smiled at me.

She started walking again. I turned around and saw Miss Wiegler in the hallway. I kinda froze. What if she heard Louise?! She shot me a wink before walking into a classroom. She winked at me, she heard it. Fuck.