i live so i love

that one trip

i was utterly terrified
but
you held my hand that night

i had tears in my eyes
but
you sat next me until sunrise

my breathing was unsteady
but
you calmed me till my heart beat steady

you fell asleep when i told you i was okay
but
you left your hand open just in case

i smiled as we began parting ways
but
you surprised me- you stayed