Secrets & Lies

Chapter 11 - Sam

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Sam P.O.V.:

In three years, his life had changed completely, he had no more control, and he hated it, he imprinted on Emily and hated every time the pull was forcing him to be with Emily Young or do things with her. He felt disgusted with himself and the fact that even with walls and barriers, something was pushing him to show off with Emily. It pained him, and that's why he was having a constant battle 24/7. He needed to be at the proximity of Leah but at the same time couldn't control his thoughts about Emily and him whenever she was in her wolf form as if a force was pressuring him to do so. He felt like dying when she disappeared from her Pack and when to Jacob's. Sam knew it was for Seth, but also to get away from him alternating his thoughts from Emily to her. His wolf went crazy, the pull was pushing him on Emily who wanted sex at a specific time with candles, that he was hard in a certain way and that she pleasured. Emily who needed and wanted things for him to act in a way.

Lately, another pull was pushing him to Leah. His Leah. In his body and in his mind, something was going to happen, and he felt scared and protective of her. Something was definitely blocking in his mind, and every time, he tried to crush that barrier, he could hear Leah's whimpered. The first time it happened shook him to the core. He stopped as he could bear hearing her in pain.

He took disproportional shifts of parols and would always extend the patrol by finishing later or coming earlier to check to the clearwater's house and stay covered by the foliage and watched at the border of the Cullen's house, Leah. Whether she was human or in wolf, he needed like a dose to see her if not he knew he would be trashing, his wolf and human side wanted to be with Leah, but another part of the wolf and him had to be chained to Emily. It was fuck up!

When she moved up to her new house, he was tempted to follow and see where it was, but something restrained him, murmuring for her protection, you can't know, protect Leah, protect Leah, it would resonate in his mind. She would still sleep and spend time with Seth at their parents' house and spent time there. His wolf was crazy when she wasn't sleeping there, he hasn't yet there to follow her - stalk her - his inner voice was against it protect Leah, protect Leah.

Sam desperately wanted to yell, to scream out his frustration, but Emily's influence to not raise his voice to not yell except yell and to Leah or the boys! It prevented from acting like himself.

He had learned from Jacob about the different mating bond when he phased, and it made him think of Leah. Could it be possible that his attraction to Leah goes beyond the imprint and a simple crush? That he was her mate? He quickly discards that thought even if deep down, doubt started to fill his mind because he had an imprint, but the need to be near Leah and never let her go was driven him crazy.

He knew they will have a class about their wolf side, their lineage and a recall of things that the Council forgot to mention to them. Three days ago, they started their practical training, Leah and Jared were their instructors with a few other werewolves, called warriors were given pointers and helping them take the right stance. Sam never saw her gloat so much to see them suffer. The fact that she put his head on his body (not in a sexual way), but he remembered her delicate hands trying to help him. His wolf calmed down, seeing her alive and well enough, but she has pushed aside a few things because she was still recovering. Not that he minded, it was for her health. They had a few theoretical classes, but the "love bond" class and about their pack was yet to come. They have made progress in their training, and everyone was happy about it. They didn't have time to think about their imprints as they were always activities and things to do before sleeping in exhaustion, they would eat with the warriors, and unlike the bonfires, the werewolves party and the party had with alcohol and loud music.