Who are you? (Camren texts)

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Lauren's pov

It's time for me to go to the doctors I've told Camila where I'm going and she's pleading that she comes with me, I said no and now she's in a strop I am getting ready to leave

I am wearing:

•black skinny jeans

•a black long sleeved top

•vans

•my beanie

•my leather jacket

I go downstairs and look at Camz, I walk over to her and kiss her cheek, I see she's upset and I sigh it's not all to bad if she comes, I'll just tell the doctor to keep it low key and she is already dressed I sigh and kiss her cheek again

"Come on then" I mumble against her cheek

"Really?" She asked, I smile and nod she smiles and gets up, we say bye to her mom and sofi and get in my car and I drive us there

"Ah Lauren want to come through?" Judy said, I nod and take Camila's hand and we walk to her room

"Camz stay here for a sec okay?" I Ask, she nods and I go in the room and talk to the doctor

"Hey can you keep the cancer thing low key, I don't want Camila to know about it" I say, she smiles lightly and nods

"Of cause" she said, I smile and thank her and open the door

"Come on" I smile at Camila, she smiles and we take a seat

I do the whole test thing and it's really clear how nervous and scared I am

"It's negative" she said, I smile as Camz looks confused

"Really?" I Ask she nods

"Thank god" I say

"What's negative?" Camz Asked, I look at her and frown

"Umm...Camz...I could...I could have Umm...it was a...I might of had cancer" I stutter, her face drops and she shook her head

"Why didn't you tell me?" She asked, I look down at the ground

"I was embarrassed" I whisper

"Lo, you don't need to be I wouldn't of said anything, you should of told me" she said, I nod and I get up and walk out leaving Camz with the doctor, I go to the car and wait for her there, after 20 minutes she comes and with 2 bags

"Your pills" she mumbled, I nod and drive home

"Doctor told me A lot about you apparently I don't know you at all" she said, I sigh as we're at a stop light

"Why didn't you tell me all these things?!" She raises her voice

"I was embarrassed about them!" I yell

"I'm ashamed all of this shit is wrong with me!" I keep yelling

"I thought you'd leave me because of them" I mumble, I start to drive as the light goes green

"Lo I wouldn't leave you because of it" she said

"I don't care if you're depressed, have anxiety, if your on the autism spectrum, need tablets to help you eat, everything that's wrong with you makes me love you more" she said, I frown and stop the car and look at her

"Love me? You love me?" I ask, she nods

"Yeh Of cause I love you" she said, I smile and lean over and kiss her as cars beep

"I love you too" I say, she smiles and pushes me back in my seat

"Come on drive before you get a ticket" she said, I smile and drive us back to her house...well our house