Chapter 3

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Life has been so good to me.
Every single day fills with joy and laughter.
I pray not through my mouth and I listen not through my ears, yet He hears me through my grieving heart.

" Oh sweet sweet mockingbird please hear me out.What heart desires do take a loudest shout. Take my soul and bestow unto you
for cowardice is me like a useless glue "

" Timid as I is like newly sprouts.
Fearful of the world with infinite doubts
Far high above where birds do fly.
Sing for me the words like a sweet lullaby "

" Look into my heart and you shall see.
The voice of grief found within me.
Lift me up in from my empty herd.
For you are great you're my mockingbird "

" Tough as I am and yes that's true.
Pain from the fame found within you.
I say what to be said,  hear what to be heard. Life is crucial If you trick your head."

"Behind its nimbus facade is an utmost spark. A dove is within luring in the dark.
Upon its cage is a wall against liberty.
Wishing for a life and a world of fantasy."

"Be still pure heart for crows don't repel.
Drag you down till life feels hell.
To a foe who stubs you in one dreadful way
Is nothing to a two-faced friend who hugs you all day."

"Cheers, no worries for God is great
The kindness you give is love you create.
To love is free and so is to hate
But life is worthliving if you love with faith."

Now I understand where you're coming from. Not only I seek for truth but also to understand that the way you act speaks more than you plan.

Life is indeed merely a complicattion.

Painful to lie for you not to be judged.
Painful to speak when you know it will ruin one's life.
Painful to hide for you know what's true, and painful to endure when you know your worth.

Tell me, please tell me now.
Am I that bad for everyone to judge?
I know I wear a frown face but it does not mean I wear a sad heart.
It's easy to know but it's hard to understand. You just know my name, JUST my name.

I always see the light when things go dark.
Simple as lighting a candle when its literally dark. I know it's silly and you think it too, but trust me I'd rather be fool at least I'm not you.

Judge me now, judge me again.
Give me your wisdom for me to take.
Just make sure it's genuinely from the heart and not that fake.

Phew! All I can do is just sigh.
When the world thinks you always tell a lie.
I don't give a damn anymore
Coz I have no more. Literally NO MORE.

No more patience to spare
No more hurt to bare
No more shitty things to dwell

Life is already a messed up place like a freaking Hell.

So,  my question is

WHAT DO I DO?

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 17, 2019 ⏰

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