I turned off the shower tap, wrapped myself in a towel grabbed the speaker from the counter blasting the slow song we used to dance to.. i faked a smile and went into my bedroom i inhaled and exhaled and then came the frown that was trying so hard to escape my forced smile. i decided i'm done with this i couldn't do this to myself anymore as i went to pause the music i looked and there was your name on my phone, you didn't text me or call me you didn't message me on any apps we used to take pictures on together, no you liked my post, the one where i was smiling and saying how happy i've been the one where i put on a brave face so nobody would see the truth and as i seen your name just look back at me, my hand covered my mouth so nobody could see my pain as i slid down the wall and only did i realize how not okay i am and exactly how much that blue eye boy ruined me.
