I feel aløne. I can't let people in,I'll only get hurt. I feel scared. Not only of people and places,but myself too. What if I lose control? I feel guilty. Its all my fault I'm like this, I just can't seem to change myself.
But how is it that I feel all these feelings, and still feel nothing?
Sometimes I get so far into my head
That I forget
Anything else
Exists.
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Why is this so true? Exactly how I feel 24/7😪
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