"Someone once taught me that during a panic attack, I should list colors:
Red blood.
Blue eyes.
White scars.
What color is I'm sorry?
Clear tears.
Pink skin.
Tan skin.
White skin.
What color is it where your lips touched my neck?
What color is your voice saying it's okay?
Brown sheets.
White ceiling.
Blue comforter.
Orange pills. Oh my god, so many orange pills.
Clear alcohol.
White toilets.
What color is I love you?
What color is your voice saying please stay?
What color is I-dont-know-why-im-never-okay-and-I-always-end-up-in-your-bed?
What color does it feel like?
You feel like yellow,
Like my first bedroom,
Like warmth,
Like the Arizona sun,
Like safe.
You feel like home."
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