Endless Love

Chapter 17: I don't want to hurt you guys

YN'S P.O.V

I was taking a nap while waiting for Ryan and Fredo to come pick me up.

I heard knocking at the door, so I got up and opened the door.

It was Fredo.

He smiled " Hey. "

" Hey " I said and hugged him. He hugged back. I'm so happy to see him.

" Ryan is waiting in the car " He said and pointed outside.

" Okay, let me just go get the brownies I bought. " I said.

I went to get the brownies in the kitchen.

While I was getting the brownies I got a little dizzy so I grabbed onto the cabinets. I tried not to make a lot of noise but I dropped the brownies because my head started pounding and it kept getting worst.

"YN? you okay ? " I heard Fredo ask.

I turned and saw Fredo but my sight was so blurry.

" Just a little dizzy " I said and smiled.

"You sure? " he asked and helped me stand straight up.

" Let's go " I said and started walking out. He followed. I closed my house door and locked it.

We got in Ryan's car.

" Hi Ryan " I said and smiled.

"Hey " He said and looked at me and smiled.

" Iit's nice to see you " He said. I just smiled.

He got out of my driveway and started driving.

Minutes passed and it didn't take this long to get to Ryan's house so I started getting a little nervous and confused.

" Ummm where are we going? " I asked.

" We're going to the carnival. " Fredo said.

" Oh okay. " I said. They never told me this. I thought we were going to Ryan's house.

AT CARNIVAL

We got off Ryan's car.

I turned and saw a car just like Justin's but I just ignored it.

We started walking around. I looked at Ryan and saw Selena and Justin were standing right next to him.

Justin looked at me and his whole face expression changed. he smiled.

I looked at the ground and kept walking.

I felt him looking at me but I just ignored him.

I tapped on Ryan's shoulder. " I'll be right back. " I said. He nodded " be careful " he said.

I nodded and walked away.

JUSTIN'S P.O.V

I came to the Carnival with Selena because Ryan invited me. I had no idea YN was going to be here. And I know she didn't know I was coming because she looked confused when she saw me.

I don't know why I did what I did yesterday. But she had to know.

I saw her walk somewhere.

Ryan knows what happened between me and YN because I told him.

Ryan looked at me. " Ummm can I talk to Justin alone for a minute " He said, Selena and Fredo nodded and walked away.

" Is she okay bro? " I asked

" I don't know "

" Why didn't you tell her I was coming? And why didn't you tell me she was coming ? " I asked.

" Because she would't want to come. and you , I don't know. " He said.

" I don't want to lose her. " I said.

" You won't " he said.

" Go with them. I'm going to go check on her. " He said . I nodded.

YN'S P.O.V

The carnival was right next to the beach so i went to walk on the beach " YN WAIT " I heard Ryan say.

I turned and giggled because he was out of breathe by the time he caught up to me.

" You alright? " he asked.

" Not really. " I said and looked at him.

" Jusin told me about yesterday. why do you want to push him away? "

" I don't want to hurt him. " I said.

He chucked. " And how are you so sure you're going to hurt him ? "

I shook my head.

" I don't want to hurt you either. " I said " Or Fredo. I don't want to hurt any of you. " I said.

He looked at me " YN what's going on ? "

I looked at him and a tear ran down my cheek.

" I'm sick " I said.

" Okay, I'll just take you- " He started but I cut him off. " No Ryan, I'm sick , and it's been a year already. I have Leukemia. "

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