JUSTI'S P.O.V
I put the knife inches away and I stop as someone yells my name and tackles me. It's Ryan.
I cry on the ground. I hear Ryan cough.
I see blood on my hands but I never touched myself with the knife hard enough.
I look at Ryan and the knife is in his stomach.
I get up quickly.
I take the knife. I take my shirt off and try to get some blood.
" Ryan " I say as I grab his face.
His eyes barely open. " Stay with me buddy... please " I say and tears fall out.
" This is all my fault " I yell
" Help the pain stop " he whispers.
I grab my phone from the table and dial 911
8 minutes later the ambulance shows up and takes him. I just can't leave. the paparazzi is out there. This is all my fault. I want to disappear.
YN'S P.O.V
I lay on my bed with my phone.
I just don't want to be here anymore. I'm seeing all this hate on me everywhere it's crazy. They don't even know me personally.
Before I get off my phone something catches my attention.
" Justin Bieber tries to kill his own best friend Ryan "
No, that can't be.
I get up and run to get my car keys.
I run downstairs and my mom stops me.
" Where are you going? " she asks.
" Something is going on with Ryan " I say.
" I just found out " she says. " his mom called. "
" is he okay? " I ask
" they aren't sure " she says.
" I have to go. where is he? " I ask.
" you can't go. There's people out there with cameras. " She says.
" What are you talking about? " I say
" there's paparazzi "
" mom I don't care Ryan is my best friend " I yell
" okay i'll take you "
AT HOSPITAL
I see Ryan's mom and Justin next to her.
I give Ryan's mom a hug and we both start crying. We pull away and my mom sits with her.
" YN " Justin says grabbing my arm.
" Don't fucking touch me " I whisper not trying to make a scene.
" YN i'm sorry " he says.
" It's not only about us. we're done. " I say
" No, no we can't be. I fucking love you " he says a little louder starting to make a scene.
" Stop " I say " just stop "
" let's go somewhere else. We really need to talk " he says.
" no we don't " I say not looking at him
" YN please " he says and his voice cracks. He grabs my face and makes me look at him. He's crying "please"
I move his hands away from my face and I start walking and he follows me. We walk out to a balcony and sit down.
" You tried to kill Ryan " I say.
" What? No you can't be serious. You are actually believing this stupid rumor " he says angrily
" yes I am " I say.
" what's wrong with you. it's like you don't know who I am. " he says.
" Yeah that's because I don't. The Justin I love wouldn't leave me and do this. " I say
" YN just listen " he says
" i'm tired of you " I say and get up and start walking away.
" I almost killed myself tonight. "
I stop and don't move. My heart is broken. Tears come out. I feel him behind me and he goes in front of me.
he grabs my face and we look into each other's eyes and we are both crying.
" Why? " is all I ask.
" I have so much pain. If it wasn't for Ryan this would've been me. YN I don't want to be here anymore."
" No, Justin please stop " I say and wipe his tears.
" I don't want to loose you. And i'm sorry for leaving you. I love you so much. And I was so scared of the thought of loosing you that I lost myself. " he says
" I don't want to loose you " I say
" I was about to stab myself but Ryan tackled me and when we both fell the knife stabbed him. And this is all because of me. " He yells. " It's my fault " He turns and starts knocking chairs over and he starts yelling and crying. He let's himself fall. I start crying more. I hate seeing him like this.
This is all because of me.
I go to him and sit next to him while he cries on the ground.
" Justin can you please look at me. " I whisper.
I help him sit
" I love you " I whisper
he looks at me
tears fall from my eyes.
" I love you YN " he says
I grab his face. I get closer to him.
" I'm sorry. I didn't want to hurt you. " I say
" You warned me. But i'm so in love with you. "
" How can you love me? I'm a sick person. I'm so ugly and not worthy. " I say
" You are the person I fell in love with. I don't care how sick you are. You are still beautiful and amazing to me. Nothing is going to stop me from loving you. "
I kiss him. I feel him kiss me back. I don't want to loose him.
I pull away and hug him really tight.
" The pain gets worst each day but when i'm with you I feel safe and better. You are my medicine. " I say still hugging him. I feel him hug me tighter than before.
" I'll never leave you " he whispers.
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Endless Love
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