Endless Love

Chapter 27

YN'S P.O.V

Justin and I stayed waiting for news about Ryan with my mom and Ryan's mom.

I held Justin's hand really tight as the doctor walked toward us.
We all stood up.
The doctor cleared his throat before he spoke.
"We are trying our best to keep Ryan alive but at the moment... He's in a comma"
My heart sinks.

Justin held my hand really tight.
Tears start to fall.
" thank you " my mom says to the doctor

I feel justin shaking.
I hug him really tight and he calms down a little bit.
" this is all my fault. " he says.
"No, no it's not your fault " I say still hugging him.
I pull away. I hug Ryan's mom as she cried.
I kiss her forehead. Tears keep falling from my eyes.

I hug my mom and that's when I start crying really hard.
" he's going to be okay sweetie" she whispers and kisses my cheek
She let's go and sits down with Ryan's mom and hugs her.

I turn around and Justin is walking out to the balcony.
I follow him as I walk out I could hear him cry.

I sit next to him and look at him. My heart breaks seeing him like this and knowing my best friend is in a comma.

This is really all because of me.
I cry more.
He hugs me.

LATER THAT DAY

Me and Justin stay in the balcony just talking.
We both go on our phones to get distracted.

I go on twitter.
The first thing I see is #YNneedstodie trending.
My heart breaks.
I go on the tweets.

"Why is YN still alive?"
"Justin needs to break up with that sick bitch"
"She deserves to die"
"I love cancer because YN has it"
"Justin deserves better. Like someone that doesn't have cancer"
"@yourtwittername please leave Justin alone and die"
"She's the reason why Ryan is even dying"

I go off my phone as tears fall. I wipe them off before Justin sees.

JUSTIN'S P.O.V

I go on twitter and I see people tweeting that I killed Ryan.
I go on trends and I see "#YNneedstodie" trending.

I go on it and see horrible stuff. This makes me so mad. My own fans try to bring someone That makes me happy down.
They don't know that when YN is sad, I am too.
I look at YN and she's crying.

I hug her really tight.
"I love you so so much. Don't listen to what they're saying"

She hugs back really tight and not letting go.
"You are everything to me YN." I whisper in her ear. I feel her calm down.
I kiss the top of her head.

She looks at me but still not letting go.
I wipe her tears and look into her eyes.

"I love you" I say " never forget that "
" I love you " she whispers.
I kiss her and she kisses back.
I pull away.
" let's go home and rest a little bit? "
She nods.

We tell (your moms name) and Ryan's mom.

AT MY HOUSE

We go inside and YN is being quiet.
"How are you feeling?" I ask.
" not so good " she says.
"How can I help?" 
"Cuddle with me" she says and gives me a little smile

I go up to her and pick her up.
I wrap her legs around my waist. She wraps her arms around my neck and I carry her to my room.
I lay her on my bed . I cover her with blankets.
I start walking to the door and she makes me stop.

" stop!  Where are you going?"
She asks.
"I'm going to make you a soup, you need to eat" I say
" no it's okay "
" YN you need to eat " I say
" all I need is you with me " she says.
" YN ... " I start.
" please " she says.

I walk over to  my bed and lay down next to her.
She wraps her arms around me. I play with her hair while I watch her fall asleep
She is so beautiful. I'm so grateful to have her.
I close my eyes and fall asleep.

2 HOURS LATER

I wake up and YN isn't next to me
I hear her throwing up in my bathroom.
I get up quickly and go to the bathroom she sits on the ground as she stops.
I look at the toilet and there's blood. She threw up blood.
I sit next to her and hug her.

" are you okay? " I ask
" no, I hate you seeing me like this "
" YN it's okay. I want to help you "
She gets up slowly and I follow her.
She goes downstairs.
" where are you going? " I ask.
" home "

She opens the door. I grab her arm and stop her. I close the door.
" justin please I really don't want you seeing me like this "

" YN I don't care how sick you are I still love you and I want to take care of you "

" justin I am so sick. I really don't like you seeing ... " I cut her off. I get close to her and grab her face
" I don't care! I love you no matter what. I care about you and I want to be here for you. You just have to let me. " I say " I love you so fucking much YN "
I look into her eyes and tears start to fall from her eyes
I smile " I love you so much " I whisper.
" I could say that a million times and not get tired of it because it's true. " I say.
She smiles
I wipe her tears and she looks into my eyes.

" I will never leave you " I say.

She kisses me with passion.
I kiss back.
I never want to let go.