Gone

Alex..save me.

Jay didn't want to sleep. He was scared of his dreams. His plane ride was almost over, He was almost to his new home. His phone was at 59% and on airplane mode. He couldn't wait to get off this hell. He wanted to talk to Alex when he is alone.

~plane lands~

Jay rushed off the plane. "Mom, I'm going to step out, ok?" Jay looked to his mom. "Ok, be back in 15mins." She smiled. Jay rushed out taking out his phone. He dialed Alex's number.

Alex's P.O.V

Ring, Ring. Alex looked at his phone. When Jay's name showed he answered. "Jay, I already miss you dude."

"Yeah, Yeah, Alex. I know, I miss you to." Jay sighed.

"Are you alright Jay?" Alex said worried.

"Just abit upset, but i'll live, Alex it's gonna suck without you." Jay looked at his feet.

"Jay, your still my bestfriend dude, I'll call every night." He said with a delighted tone.

"What about Isabel, she's your gal isn't she? You have to make time for her." Jay said questioning.

"Isabel turned out to be a slut. Cheating with every boy she met, Also your my bud, you come first." Alex smiled.

"Dude i'm so sorry that's terrible. I'm so sorry. She wasn't worth your time I even told you that." Jay sighed.

"I shoulda listened." Alex also sighed.

"Dude, things happen for a reason. You know that, You told me that when I found out I had to move. Alex, can I tell you something...?" Jay said slyly.

"You can tell me anything." Alex said happily.

"Uh...Um." Jay struggled to speak.

"Well c'mon, cough it up." Alex chuckled.

"Never mind, It's not important." Jay said shyly.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, I don't even remember what I was gonna say, So." Jay started laughing abit embarrassed.

"Ok then." Alex laughed along with Jay.

"Well I have to go to my new hell whole." Jay sighed.

"Bye Jay."

"Bye Alex." Jay smiled as he hung up and went to his mom.

He took his time not eager to get to his new house. He thought it was gonna suck. Jay hated moving to a new place, he wanted to be back home, with Alex.

~At there new home~
Jays P.O.V

Alex was so amazing. Jay started day dreaming. His smile. His laugh. His eyes. His hair. His cheeks. Jay's mind went abit further. His abs. His muscles. His... "Jay! Come here!" His mother called aloud. Jay ran inside to her. "Mom were are you!" Jay said worried and panicked. "In the kitchen Jay Hurry!" His moms voice was shaky and panicked. Jay ran in there fearing what he might see.

Jay ran to the doorway almost slipping on the tile. Jay's mother had fallen with the box of glass plates. "Mom, just hold on. I'll get this all off you." Jay rushed to her aid. He picked the box off her chest, It was so heavy, why was she trying to carry it.  He picked up the glass quick.

"Mom what were you thinking? That could have been way worse!" Jay shouted at his mother. Worry and anger showing on his face.

"Jay I was fine, I just slipped." She looked into her sons eyes.

"No mom! You weren't. I could tell that was to heavy for you! Just because dad isn't here doesn't. Mean you can make carless mistakes that can get you killed! You have to use your fucking brain!" He screamed at his mother tears in his eyes.

"You don't talk to my like that! I am your mother!" She slapped Jay. She looked at her hand then, to Jay. "Jay, i-i didn't mean to.."

Jay grabbed his phone and charger along with his jacket. "What you didn't mean to slap me! Bloody hell! Are you fucking joking?!" He walked out ther door and down the street. He remembered there being some coffee shop down there.

On his way he called Alex.

"Aye mate, how's the house?" Alex was glad to talk to jay.

"Fuck the house. My mum slapped me!" Jay was sobbing on the phone. "She fucking slapped me!" Jay stopped were he was.

"Jay, calm down. Please mate. Take some deep breaths." Alex heart broken hearing Jay cry.

"Alex, why? Why did this have to happen to me? I don't wanna live in this shit-hole." Jay cried.

"Jay c'mon I bet it isn't that bad. You haven't given it a chance." Alex waited for Jay's response.

"Alex. I need you." Jay meant this in a whole different way then, Alex had thought.

"I need you to. Your my bestfriend." Alex said bavk calmed.

"I uh I got to go." Jay said and hung up.

Alex's P.O.V

"Why would he hang up on me?"

Alex looked down. Alex thought of everything him and jay had been through. Like when Jay's father had the accident. That's What they called it anyway. He still remembers that day so clear.

Him and Jay were hanging out playing games at first. Till Alex had one. Jay gently pushed him off the bed. They were messing around like friends do. At least how guys do. Fighting. When Jays phone started ringing. It was about midnight. Jay and I were shocked. It was his mom why was she even up they had thought. Jay answered the phone. "Mum, wh-" he was cut off. His mother screaming and crying. Alex couldn't make out the words but, jay... Poor Jay could. Jay felld to the floor.

Jay stared at the wall crying. In less then a minute he grabbed his keys and ran out to his car. Of course I followed him. He isn't. Letting his friend leave like this. He remembered calling Jay's name trying to get his attention. Jay hit his car hard. Alex had to pull him away.

Jay resembled a six year old throwing a tantrum kicking and screaming at Alex. Once Alex got him pinned on the hood of his car. He remembers  holding him there yelling. "Jay! What happened mate! Tell me!" Jay cried and cried. It was almost 3am when Jay finally said anything.

"My dad...my dad is-is dead." Alex could tell jay had no more tears. "Him and my mum got in another fight. Apperently he drove off to the bar. He drank so much. He got in the car and started driving. Onve he made it to the bridge he was swerving. He hit the side. He went over. Alex how could this of happened!" Alex remembered, Jay looked dead. Alex hugged him so tight.

This was only a few months ago but, it felt like yester day. Alex kept thinking about Jay tho. He thought more and more bout him. Jay's so perfect he could get any girl or guy if he wanted. His eyes were perfect. His hair fell just right. Mm and his piercings. Alex realized he was getting flustered and abit turned on. He looked down. He didn't understand. He wasn't gay. No no he was straight.

Alex couldn't stop thinking bout Jay. His abs, so well sculpted. Not to buff. Not so small they went unnoticed. His black boxers. STOP IT! He thought to himself. Alex tried going to sleep he didn't want to think bout it.

Jays P.O.V

He sat on the side of the road. I can't feel this way towards my bestfriend. He is all I have now considering my mom broke. Jay was smoking as hewalked back. When jay walked in he was met by a horrid site.