King from another Era

part 30

**GOSHEN's POV**

I woked up because there was a loud noise coming from the kitchen.

I rubbed my puffy eyes which was the effect of crying for the whole night and I barely got a decent sleep.

"Hmm?" I muttered as I look around our room. It's still the same way how Banana left it. Quite messy and cute. Napangiti ako nang maalala ko kung gaano ka-kalat si Banana. He was lazy to clean his things. His toys was scattered everywhere and he always lay our sheets on the carpet.

I miss him.

I miss every little thing that he always do.

From pestering me all day long to acting cute, being stubborn and being a crybaby. I wish I can see him again.

He was living on Anikas house. That girl barge at my mansion just to flaunt it at my face. I wanted to beat her but I can't. I don't have the rights to get Shoddy back. I wonder if he's taking good care of himself? Knowing him, He's probably lazy to even take a bath. Did Anika do it for him?

Napayuko ako dahil sa naisip ko. I'm jealous. But what can I do? I'm ashamed to even show my self in front of him. But there was a time when I was really tempted to get him back. I want to watch him even from a distance but I was afraid that he might be sweet with Anika. That girl was undeniably beautiful after all and she's great at seducing everyone.

She keeps on bothering me, telling me that she have my EX husband already. And what hurts me the most was when she told me na inaayos nya na ang divorce paper namin ni Banana.

I don't know kung alam ba ni Banana ang ginagawa nya but I will be willing to sign it for him. I don't want him to be tied down on me. He doesn't deserve a filthy person like me. I want him to be happy even if he find that happiness on someone else.

Pinunasan ko ang luha ko at napatingin ako sa tyan ko. Four months na ang ipinag bubuntis ko and I can't say that I hate it but I don't like it that much either.

Up until now I'm still full of regrets. I don't want to live like this anymore. Every
day was a nightmare for me. I'm already dead inside. If I don't care for the baby on my womb then I would be dead by now. It's the only thing that keeps me living. I just don't want to end my life together with this innocent child. Maybe after I gave birth to this child then I can kill my self already.

Tinitigan ko ang tatlong human size banana fruit pillow ni Banana at napangiti ako. Minsan naabutan ko kasi si Banana na natutulog sa ibabaw nila.

"Damn it" bulong ko. My head hurts so much dahil sa puyat at parang lagi akong pagod kahit wala akong ginagawa dahil wala na akong lakas. I can't eat well dahil simula nang nag hiwalay kami ni Banana ay nawalan na ako nang gana.

Pumupunta pa din dito si Aaron kahit sinabihan ko na sya na ayaw ko na syang makita. He's so persistent but I can't love him again.

Napahawak ako sa mukha ko dahil hindi ko napansin na humahagulgol na pala ako sa pag iyak. Why am I crying like this again?

It feels like my heart was breaking into peices again. The painful memories was still vivid in my heart. No, I can't move on. I will never move on.

Pinunasan ko pang muli ang luha ko then I realized why I suddenly cry again and that was because someone was playing a music and it's coming from the kitchen.

"The hell?" I whispered. Who one earth would dare to play a heart tugging song like that in my presence? I know it's not Aaron because he don't want to see me crying so as much as possible ay iniiwasan nyang mag dala nang mga bagay na magpapaalala sa akin kay Shoddy at kasama na duon ang music.

"Anika?" Wala sa sariling bulong ko. Maybe she's playing that heart wrenching song so she could piss me off?

Dahan dahan akong tumayo at pumunta sa kusina.

"Anika please leave me alone! Stop bothering me! I--" napatigil ako sa pag sasalita at napasigaw ako dahil sa na nakita ko "Who- who are you? What are you doing in my house! Paano kayo nakapasok dito!" Dahil sa takot ay napaupo ako at napahawak sa tyan ko.

Napatigil naman sila sa pagkain at tumitig sila sa akin. Feel at home sila dahil sa paraan nang pag upo nila. The tall and muscular man was standing and it seems like he was cooking something and the other one was sitting on the countertop while eating an apple. And apparently they were the one who was playing the music.